God hates me!

[jasmineh]

Everything I know feels like a huge lie. I'm so happy yet so angry I could scream, cut, and hut someone no one can love a slit like me which is proven to me time and time again. I just want to cut myself so bad that it hurts me more not to. I want to bleed.out all this mess and failure. I'm a huge walking sin and I'm starting to hate any male that is attracted to me as more than a friend. I'm starting to want nothing to do with them. Sorry but I don't have to many people I can talk to.

 

[SplendidTree]

I am so sorry that you are hurting. God loves all of His children and they are so very precious to Him. No need to be sorry for that is what we are here for.

Praying now.

 

[renewed21]

I am so very sorry for your hurting, Jasmine. Noe of us can control our past, only the present. You are a child of God who is respected and loved. Feel free to talk about anything at anytime to us on CF, we are all of one Body in Christ. God Bless.

 

[americanvet]

Everything I know feels like a huge lie. I'm so happy yet so angry I could scream, cut, and hut someone no one can love a slit like me which is proven to me time and time again. I just want to cut myself so bad that it hurts me more not to. I want to bleed.out all this mess and failure. I'm a huge walking sin and I'm starting to hate any male that is attracted to me as more than a friend. I'm starting to want nothing to do with them. Sorry but I don't have to many people I can talk to.

Jasmineh, I am sorry you feel that way. You will find many people on here who love you (such as me). Hopefully speaking for most on this site we want you to know that Jesus died for you and loves you. I will pray for you and I hope you can find comfort in Him.

 

[HeSaveDave]

I am prayng that you have better days soon. Jasmine, hang in there please.

 

[YouareloveD]

Hey Jasmine,

Thanks for coming on to share, it takes courage to share what your feeling, I want you to know God loves you, He is with you and is waiting for you to draw near to Him in prayer. Dont let the past be a sign of the present.. You are made in God's image, He feels for you and knows the turmoil within. Christ already bled for you on the cross , so that you don't need to punish yourself Jasmine.
It may be that you have been hurt by many guys, I can only advise to talk to someone in a church that you can trust and build a system of accountability. This means correcting areas, and moving forward - To move forward means to address the feeling of guilt that you hold in a biblical manner and finding absolution in the freedom of Christ's forgiveness.

On christian forums there are many people you can talk to, please continue to update us on your situation.

Your in my prayers

 

[SplendidTree]

Hello there sister, just wondering how you are doing.