God called me to do something

[beetlequeendiva]

Over the last few nights I have been thinking alot about the last few years - and not really being able to get much sleep. Anyway I realised that alot of that was guilt for not having fully explained, apologised and thanked a few people who have helped me, so I emailed them tonight and I feel better now so I think God was calling me to do that.

The first person was Minnie who was my housemate during the hard times of the last few years - she beared alot and was always there - so I emailed her and apologised for treating her the way I did and I thanked her for being there for me.

The second person was Minnie's brother, last April we got a bit too close and things happened between us that shouldn't have happened anyway I felt guilty for enjoying it and got really angry at him, we fell out and things have never been the same since - thing is I never explained why I was angry - I did tonight, it was really hard but I felt like I had to do it. I also explained my anger at him over the last year was out of jealousy because he was dating someone else. I hope that he is understanding of it all.

I really felt like I had to email those 2 people and explain things to them.

 

[BeautyForAshes]

Nothing wrong or weird about this. Sometime as hard as we may try to bury things or convinve ourselves that we've dealt with a situation, God can call us to aplogies and to set things straight.

I have been in this situation before so I know the anxiousness that can come along with it (will they accept it, be mad, etc.) but you've done your part so trust that God will do the rest).

 

[JPPT1974]

If God called you to do something, then get up and do it and beat the easier said than done routine!

 

[winglovesall]

God wants me to you know -- change some of the viewpoints and opinions circulating -- like, love and respect!