I have been going through a difficult time in last few years due to illness and find myself complaining to God how bad things are. I cry to the Lord because of my condition. I know that the Father does not want us sick or to go through trails but He allows hard times in our lives to bring us into deeper fellowship with Him or to prepare us for our purpose in life.
My life is a struggle now but I know it could be alot worse. I have had to sit back and take stock of my situation.
I watch the news and read the papers. I hear about familys being destroyed because their loved ones have been killed in accidents or murdered. I see what is happening in Iraq and the middle east. As I sit in my house and watch all this I have realized just how selfish I have become. There are many people who do not have a home either by finacial problems or family troubles. Parents are looking for their children and there are many who will never come home. People hungry and alone and if they died no one would even notice.
Everyday I get to watch my daughter go off to school and come home. She is healthy and happy as much as a 11 year old can be. My wife is healthy and has a good job. I live in a comfortable home and we never go hungry. I have good friends who visit me from the church. And most of all the Lord had seen something in me and opened my eyes to Him.
Father please forgive me for all the complaining I have done. Forgive me for not seeing past my own ignorants. Forgive for not seeing the blessings I do have.
And most of all thank you Father for Jesus and the forgivness of my sins.
Peace to all. ybiC
My life is a struggle now but I know it could be alot worse. I have had to sit back and take stock of my situation.
I watch the news and read the papers. I hear about familys being destroyed because their loved ones have been killed in accidents or murdered. I see what is happening in Iraq and the middle east. As I sit in my house and watch all this I have realized just how selfish I have become. There are many people who do not have a home either by finacial problems or family troubles. Parents are looking for their children and there are many who will never come home. People hungry and alone and if they died no one would even notice.
Everyday I get to watch my daughter go off to school and come home. She is healthy and happy as much as a 11 year old can be. My wife is healthy and has a good job. I live in a comfortable home and we never go hungry. I have good friends who visit me from the church. And most of all the Lord had seen something in me and opened my eyes to Him.
Father please forgive me for all the complaining I have done. Forgive me for not seeing past my own ignorants. Forgive for not seeing the blessings I do have.
And most of all thank you Father for Jesus and the forgivness of my sins.
Peace to all. ybiC