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<blockquote data-quote="AnonymousForNow" data-source="post: 75393982" data-attributes="member: 430453"><p>Exactly why I said it's be awkward to ask. Only reason I put mine out there was 1.) Context; and 2.) I'm safe with what I do and I can do my own cyber-security (I've actually competed in it for two years now).</p><p></p><p>I'm sure I'm going to receive an absolute ton of flak for saying this, but--I'd rather be honest with myself than hide from the person God made me... Earlier this fall I came out. Yes, the kind of "coming out" you're thinking about. No, it is not a sin--I did months and months of research and meeting and digging into God's word as I was questioning my attraction, willing to accept however He saw it--but, turns out He's indifferent about it... I am legitimately attracted to guys and not to girls, and I couldn't change that even if I wanted to (which I don't because, I "want" to be the person God made me.) It is natural, it is in His will, and it is me.</p><p></p><p>You don't know how much that little fact has hurt me these past two months--almost all the problems and pain I've talked about have been related to the hatred and harm I've received from living the life I was meant to live... People think I'm possessed, that I'm cursed, that I'm "not a real Christian"--but I promise you my faith is stronger than it ever has been. I live my life afraid of the very people who are called to love and who are under the words of the same God I faithfully follow, because when they see me</p><p></p><p>(I'm stopping myself there. Life has been a train-wreck ever since I discovered who I was, but what am I to do...? You and me--we are of the same flesh and blood, knit in the womb by the same holy creator--but the lives we live, they are not equal. If you don't want to hear from me after this, okay--but I cannot hide from who I am and I should not be ashamed of the way God made me...)</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="AnonymousForNow, post: 75393982, member: 430453"] Exactly why I said it's be awkward to ask. Only reason I put mine out there was 1.) Context; and 2.) I'm safe with what I do and I can do my own cyber-security (I've actually competed in it for two years now). I'm sure I'm going to receive an absolute ton of flak for saying this, but--I'd rather be honest with myself than hide from the person God made me... Earlier this fall I came out. Yes, the kind of "coming out" you're thinking about. No, it is not a sin--I did months and months of research and meeting and digging into God's word as I was questioning my attraction, willing to accept however He saw it--but, turns out He's indifferent about it... I am legitimately attracted to guys and not to girls, and I couldn't change that even if I wanted to (which I don't because, I "want" to be the person God made me.) It is natural, it is in His will, and it is me. You don't know how much that little fact has hurt me these past two months--almost all the problems and pain I've talked about have been related to the hatred and harm I've received from living the life I was meant to live... People think I'm possessed, that I'm cursed, that I'm "not a real Christian"--but I promise you my faith is stronger than it ever has been. I live my life afraid of the very people who are called to love and who are under the words of the same God I faithfully follow, because when they see me (I'm stopping myself there. Life has been a train-wreck ever since I discovered who I was, but what am I to do...? You and me--we are of the same flesh and blood, knit in the womb by the same holy creator--but the lives we live, they are not equal. If you don't want to hear from me after this, okay--but I cannot hide from who I am and I should not be ashamed of the way God made me...) [/QUOTE]
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