I used to think Calvinists were wrong and that we do have a free will, but I'm starting to think they're right. Mostly Ephesians 1:11-12 and other verses convincing me (telling us we are God's chosen ones and that everything is part of His plan), plus it also makes sense because God knows everything and would therefore plan everything as the Bible teaches. But why wouldn't he want us to be able to do our own thing and why would He plan things He hates like murder and rape? I'm kind of starting to believe that He predestined all who would be saved but He didn't predestine their lives and would leave it up to randomness for His children. I'm still not sure though I don't know what to believe and I can't accept the fact we don't have a free will