So I have a good example of influences. This one is actually a recent one in my life.
So I get this awful news. Horrific. Not going into details, but it was bad. They told me if you go left it is bad. If you go right it is bad. If you go nowhere it is bad.
That's bad.
I'm terrified and I don't know what to do because it is all bad. So of course as a Christian I pray. I'm like Lord, this is bad. This is about as bad as it gets. What do I do and won't you do a miracle because it is so bad.
I'm terrified. Doesn't help that lefty was trying to install fear in me, as if I needed more of that, to get me to go his way as he felt he could help the best.
So as I said, I am praying. God has different ways to speak to me and one is through dreams and visions, if you believe in that. Whether you do or not you can walk away with something very valuable in this, if you don't have this already.
So I'm having these dreams and visions of finding the garage door open. In the dreams I'm like, how did that happen. I'd close the garage door only to find it open again and at one time a couple things were stolen. Other times it appeared that there may be people trying to steal and even caught one trying to force his way into home from the garage door that I found open again.
So I'm getting frustrated with God. I'm like Lord, why are you giving me this stuff with the garage door and people trying to break in or steal something when I'm in such a dire situation? Like can't you see how serious this is?
Like He don't know, but thankfully He worries about nothing. Yet I'm still terrified and whining, I want to know what to do. Which way do I go? I'm terrified and that is all He will show me. So I finally said, ok, I'll just have to trust if I pay attention to what you want to show me you will take care of this situation.
I came to realize he was trying to show me that my fears were opening the door for others to rob me of what He has equipped me with to hear from Him; to have that love, peace, and sound mind from his Spirit that helps to guide me.
And that really is what fear does. It robs you of making a decision guided by his Spirit in you.
For the atheist, it can rob you of making a decision that fits you.
So I continued on in prayer and his Word and watching a pastor on TV that he had impressed on me years ago when He showed me that this time was coming. I didn't know the details then though. I prayed for the situation and that He would grow my faith and trust in Him.
A few months later, I'm still in the situation, but I have that peace that passes all understanding that the Bible speaks of. I mean I have done a complete turn around. Physically, nothing has changed and physically the situation does appear to be worse, but I've changed within. I don't understand it. Everything tells me I should still be in panic mode, but I'm not.
My mind sometimes goes into the worry mode as I take in what I see in the natural, but it doesn't reach my heart. It makes no physical or logical sense, but I'm at peace during the most difficult time of my life. So I shut my mind down from all the doubts trying to reach my heart, something I found nearly impossible before, and I know come what may, it's going to be ok.
One of my favorite verses is Joshua 1:9
Do not be afraid, neither be thou dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you where ever you go.
And on that note I bow out of this thread because as much fun as I have had, at a much needed time, it's just taking too much of my time now and have quite a bit coming up the next few days, but I feel confident we will meet again.