Former Cutter

[KayLeeRoo]

Hey,
so i'm not sure if this is the rigth place to post this but i used to be a cutter. it has been about 11 months since the last time i did it, and months since i had a really big urge!!! I just kinda needed to tell some one, i don't like to talk to my family about it, more i don't think they want me to talk about it and i tend to dwell in the past some times. and most of my friends don't really understand that it was an addiction for me.

any way i am about to go on vacation in a few days back to the town that i grew up in. last time i visited i had some alcohal (my first time drinking and my last at least till i'm 21) then i cutt my self deeper then i ever had (which still was not very deep but any thing is to deep). and that was it... the last time i ever cutt myself. God has been so good to me this last year, i can't tell you how diffrent i am, or how happy!
like i said i just needed to tell some one. thanks for the time!!!

 

[Angeldove97]

~Moved from the Substance Abuse forum~

Welcome to CF--- I pray this site will be a blessing to you. I know we have alot of supportive and loving members here who are dealing with cutting like yourself. I'm glad to see that the Lord has blessed you with alot of happiness and other gifts--- I pray that He'll continue to keep you safe from cutting.

If you need any help getting around CF or with finding support with cutting, please feel free to pm me (private message) any time. The Recovery Staff try to be as supportive as possible to all our members and we're all here to help. Take care!!