Well, I just majorly screwed up. I have been asking God in my devotions to help me to be more kind and caring. Lovely! My husband and I quit smoking 3 year ago, and it was extremely difficult for me. Pretty much the only reason I have not started is concern over what my husband would think and concern over my two small children. Well, tonight, my husband informed me that he has started smoking. I over-reacted to say the least. I couldn't have been more devastated if he had informed me that he was having an affair. This has opened the door to my need/addition to smoking that has never gone away. But there is also tangible effects ie: a pack of smokes costs $12.00/pack where I live, which will effectively kybosh the new home we were planning, not to mention that his life insurance premiums will now triple, and the health hazards, and the fact that I don't want our children to smoke. Oh Lord, please help, as I have chased him out of the house, due to my reaction.
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