ok this might seem long but i think it goes fast as u read it. this is true, it really happened to me. and the person i refer to as you (u) is a friend of mine who i knew would read this. so ya.
In the Back Room
in the back of my soul, behind all other things lied a room. a room that was morbid, dark and warm but would make u shiver just the same. the room was all dark. the walls brick and charred black. light only came from torches on the walls. no spider webs for the evil in the room was too great for any creature to stand. on the walls were shackles and chains. in the chains was a demon. my demon. i had held him there. shackled around each wrist and one around the waist. the shackles were chained to the wall so he could move slightly but not escape. he had long slender but strong arms, long nails black and thick. two horns came out the top sides of his head and he had long sharp teeth. wings that spread darkness, black and torn. he was skinny, you could see his bones but still had enough muscle and power to be impressed by. i would watch him. i don't know why. he fascinated me. so much power but pain and hate. he had scars on his back tall and rough. whip marks undoubtly but also punctures and all were black. his eyes were sad and angry just black slits. i felt sorry making up my own story in my mind of what he had been through. maybe thats why i had kept him there. but when he would see me he would lunge violently at me screaming something so un human sounding and fire would burn in his eyes. the chains were strong and he couldn't break free. i would forget about him and he would fall asleep knowing that he could not escape.
sometimes i or something that would happen would wake him. he would wait for a time when it would be good to work on me. he would whisper to me evil things. thoughts of hate and anger. tried every chance he got to turn me away from God and all things and people i loved. would talk me into saying things i didn't want to. convinced me to hurt those i loved so that i would fall and he could take me. this time was too much though. i loved this person too much and i could see how much it worried them. He told me hate her kill her leave her but how could i. he talked evil to me made me angry, jealous anything that would turn me against her and i would listen out of pain. He would bring me down so i would listen. Make me hate myself so much that nothing ever mattered anymore.
This time i got too far and i didn't even know it. Im so sorry. Looking back i don't recognize myself. i was evil i had let him get the best of me and then use it. i finally got him to shut up so i could think. i thought back and i saw how much i had screwed things up. he whispered 'yes yes look what u did u can never go back now leave it behind and forget it' i couldn't listen to him though. i love u too much.
i prayed hard and loud over his voice. i asked god to help me to send angels to help me fight him. i listened to some praise music while lying in my bed. a live recording. and as i listened i went back to that room. the angels were waiting out side it for me. i opened the door and the darkness was intense. the angels guided me to the demon. i released him. he lunged at me but the angels held him away from me. their light was enough to hurt him. simply by being in front of him he would fall. then they did something and it weakened him. i saw shots of light go into the darkness and then when the angels were done the stood aside and provided light so i could see him. i was still listening to the music and singing now. he hated that sound. then the crowed erupted with cheers for the band but i took it a different way. i turned to my demon and said to him, 'you hear that, listen. all of that praise from all of those people is for God. i don't hear any for u. they're cheering me on. hear them? they're cheering me to defeat u.' with that he became very angry and lunged at me again. this time when the angels interfered he disappeared into the darkness. one of the angels handed me a sword of light. bright silver and light. i knew what i needed to do. i swung at the darkness but it dodged the sword. again and it dodged. i chased it out of the room and when i did hit it sliced and burned away the darkness. i continued the light had shrunk the amount of darkness to a small amount none bigger than myself. i told the demon leave me and don't come back because now the lord is with me and i have the power to defeat you. he made a final lunge but fell short of me and disappeared from me. the darkness and evil thoughts had all left. i gave the sword back to the angel and we went back to the room.
the angels started to wipe it with their clothes and turned into one of the most wonderful things i had ever seen in my life. the walls became white pearl tiles. the shackles and chains turned to emblems on the wall and the waist shackle to a white table. a marble top. the room became bright. a large cross hung on the wall behind the table. it glowed a bright light with yellow/gold behind it. today i went back to that room to look at it and on the table laid the sword i battled the demon with. that is now my private sanctuary where i can go by myself and be immersed with God's greatness.
In the Back Room
in the back of my soul, behind all other things lied a room. a room that was morbid, dark and warm but would make u shiver just the same. the room was all dark. the walls brick and charred black. light only came from torches on the walls. no spider webs for the evil in the room was too great for any creature to stand. on the walls were shackles and chains. in the chains was a demon. my demon. i had held him there. shackled around each wrist and one around the waist. the shackles were chained to the wall so he could move slightly but not escape. he had long slender but strong arms, long nails black and thick. two horns came out the top sides of his head and he had long sharp teeth. wings that spread darkness, black and torn. he was skinny, you could see his bones but still had enough muscle and power to be impressed by. i would watch him. i don't know why. he fascinated me. so much power but pain and hate. he had scars on his back tall and rough. whip marks undoubtly but also punctures and all were black. his eyes were sad and angry just black slits. i felt sorry making up my own story in my mind of what he had been through. maybe thats why i had kept him there. but when he would see me he would lunge violently at me screaming something so un human sounding and fire would burn in his eyes. the chains were strong and he couldn't break free. i would forget about him and he would fall asleep knowing that he could not escape.
sometimes i or something that would happen would wake him. he would wait for a time when it would be good to work on me. he would whisper to me evil things. thoughts of hate and anger. tried every chance he got to turn me away from God and all things and people i loved. would talk me into saying things i didn't want to. convinced me to hurt those i loved so that i would fall and he could take me. this time was too much though. i loved this person too much and i could see how much it worried them. He told me hate her kill her leave her but how could i. he talked evil to me made me angry, jealous anything that would turn me against her and i would listen out of pain. He would bring me down so i would listen. Make me hate myself so much that nothing ever mattered anymore.
This time i got too far and i didn't even know it. Im so sorry. Looking back i don't recognize myself. i was evil i had let him get the best of me and then use it. i finally got him to shut up so i could think. i thought back and i saw how much i had screwed things up. he whispered 'yes yes look what u did u can never go back now leave it behind and forget it' i couldn't listen to him though. i love u too much.
i prayed hard and loud over his voice. i asked god to help me to send angels to help me fight him. i listened to some praise music while lying in my bed. a live recording. and as i listened i went back to that room. the angels were waiting out side it for me. i opened the door and the darkness was intense. the angels guided me to the demon. i released him. he lunged at me but the angels held him away from me. their light was enough to hurt him. simply by being in front of him he would fall. then they did something and it weakened him. i saw shots of light go into the darkness and then when the angels were done the stood aside and provided light so i could see him. i was still listening to the music and singing now. he hated that sound. then the crowed erupted with cheers for the band but i took it a different way. i turned to my demon and said to him, 'you hear that, listen. all of that praise from all of those people is for God. i don't hear any for u. they're cheering me on. hear them? they're cheering me to defeat u.' with that he became very angry and lunged at me again. this time when the angels interfered he disappeared into the darkness. one of the angels handed me a sword of light. bright silver and light. i knew what i needed to do. i swung at the darkness but it dodged the sword. again and it dodged. i chased it out of the room and when i did hit it sliced and burned away the darkness. i continued the light had shrunk the amount of darkness to a small amount none bigger than myself. i told the demon leave me and don't come back because now the lord is with me and i have the power to defeat you. he made a final lunge but fell short of me and disappeared from me. the darkness and evil thoughts had all left. i gave the sword back to the angel and we went back to the room.
the angels started to wipe it with their clothes and turned into one of the most wonderful things i had ever seen in my life. the walls became white pearl tiles. the shackles and chains turned to emblems on the wall and the waist shackle to a white table. a marble top. the room became bright. a large cross hung on the wall behind the table. it glowed a bright light with yellow/gold behind it. today i went back to that room to look at it and on the table laid the sword i battled the demon with. that is now my private sanctuary where i can go by myself and be immersed with God's greatness.
