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Fiery River

Godsgirl481

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Fiery River

River of fire...river of pain
Ban of darkness
Life's medicine....
Life's cure....
Life's cocaine....
Numbing....
....dead....
No other way
Razor's metal....
....reflects the light....
.....light......
An end...
...end to the night...
Such confusion lies in the word....
....God......
God....so powerful...so mighty....
....so frightening.....
Is He waiting.....for me....
...to run into His arms...
...so that He can let me go....
....I just don't know....
Razor's metal
...cold to my skin
Tempting, oh so tempting
Why does it have to be life or death?
Light or dark?
No grey?
Reluctant...
Resistant...
....Teriffied....
Life's prey
Beaten and bruised
Life's baseball
I want to hide...
...in the river of fire
Numbing....deadening....
Someone catch me...
...before I fall

Bambi S. 8-25-04

Written about my struggles as a cutter....it has been a year since I last cut but the urges are still there.....