Feet Fetish Please HELP

[Elijah2017]

Dear Brethren,

I believe In Our Lord Jesus Christ. I believe in the Trinity. i born again since 2013.

if i say i am perfect, i am a liar. but i am struggling a lot, and in the midst of the battle between my old and my new creation in Christ.

since i was kid, 10 years old, i was imagine my self under a woman feet, worshiping her feet and touch. i kept doing that until i born again. i even did not know this is something wrong, and i dont know from where i got those bad idea in my head when i was 10 years old.

whatever, my question now, how can i be totally free from this fetish bondage ?
i know Jesus sets me free, but i still have huge desire in my inner self, that longing to worship woman feet again, and many times i stumble, i fall down, i give up, and later on i stand up. this batter is very hard for me, many time i cry to Jesus to help me, and many time i see my self under Satan control!
why am not like all men? I didnt choose this fetish life and feet lady (humiliating) i hate my self, but i know i should not, i have to love Jesus and live for Christ, not for I.

<staff edit> why that is happening to me? i am tired, but i love Jesus. i wont hurt Him anymore, i am trying my best by later on i fall down i am sorry.

 

[blogmehameha]

God bless you. You are trying to do the Lord's will, which is great. If you are still struggling and want to talk, let me know.

 

[Guy Incognito]

Hey brother, I'll be praying for you. I too have a foot fetish, and I believe within the confines of marriage it is ok and not sinful in the slightest - outside of marriage, it was easier way for lustful thoughts to come in.

When these thoughts start to hit, pray - and pray hard. When you are alone and they're hitting - flee. Go for a walk, a bus ride, to the store, something - and while you're out, pray. Find distractions.

If it would be helpful, pray over the fetish itself - that the Lord will help you refocus it. I used to dread when my thoughts would hit, but I would then pray about it possibly being something in a way that honours the Lord in the marriage bed. Personally, that helped a lot; it went from being something dirty, sinful, and shameful to something I could recognize in myself and hand over to the Lord.

I hope this post is helpful.