Feeling down

Please pray for me .I have been feeling down these last few days,thinking about my financial situation and other problems.Also i've been feeling bitter toward my boss and coworker who were responsible for me losing my hours .I admit I could've been a better worker,but my coworker did'nt need to go and complain to my boss over every single mistake I made.I'll always be grateful for my boss for hiring me in the first place but he hurt me by listening to her and taking my hours and giving them to a new girl I helped train.By the time I figured out what was up it was too late.The LORD knows how hard I work and the literal blood,sweat and tears I've shed in that place.I just want to leave that place and work somewhere I can get better hours and better pay.My family's finances are hurting.With the property taxes being due in a couple of months I don't know what we're going to do. I've applied to a couple of places last week and have heard nothing back yet.Sometimes I feel like maybe the LORD has left me, like I've gone too far and blown it.I know that's the enemy whispering that nonsense in my ear but, still I can't help but think that sometimes.Would that the LORD would speak to my heary and tell me what His will for me is.Should I keep looking for work?Should I just stay put?Should I think about moving my family up north with my sister?Nevertheless Thy will be done LORD .Thank You LORD for everything that you have done and for always providing for me and my family.
In Jesus Name
Amen

Stephanie7 said:

The boss can't think that badly of you, if he had you train another, that takes experience and he obviously thought you had it.

Heavenly Father, may You grant this one direction and clarity to know whether to stay or to move on to another source of employment . May the boss provide answers and may the situation improve if mario is meant to stay at this job, In Jesus Name, Amen

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I trained her in a few things but i was under the impression that she was going to work at our sister store.It wasn't until the day before my boss told me that he was taking my hours that I suspected she was going to replace me.My co worker showed her how to close and lock up which is what I did every night .That set off a red flag .I thought I was going to be fired.It turned out to be my hours getting cut .When I was told I was never given an explanantion.I know it was because of my coworker because she always complained that I was too slow .That I sat too long on my break.(Mind you I only took 20 minutes when by law I should've had 30). If it had to with financial cuts my boss would've told me.He's always been open about things like that.That he didn't tell me why shows me my coworker was behind it and he was trying to avoid problems.If it was a financial decision I would be O.k with it.I understand business is business ,but this was personal and all because of my co worker complaining to him.I don't mean to be bitter but it hurts.I have confidence in my LORD .I know this season will pass I just hope it passes soon.