- Jul 1, 2018
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- Married
My husband and I have been married for 3 years now. He was recently hospitalized with Miller Fisher Syndrome and was seriously ill in ICU for 16 days and on a ventilator for 10 of those days. The day after he came off the ventilator he confessed to me that he had been having an affair for the past 6 months. At first I didn't know whether to believe him or not (in hind sight, I didn't want to believe it), with him coming of some pretty strong medications, he had been saying some goofy things. But it is true, He is repentant for the affair and wants to make our marriage work. We have talked to our pastor and his wife, he confessed everything to them, and has asked for forgiveness. We also talked to my close friend and her husband as they dealt with this issue 5 years ago. We decided to not tell our church family or our families, as my family goes to the same church and I know that my family will treat him differently if they know.
Since he was seriously ill, and needed care when he first came home, I found it easy to push my feelings to the side to provided him the care he needed. Now as his health is improving I'm now dealing with all of my feelings from this. We do have an appointment with a counselor in our area who is very well know for helping couples deal with this, but the appointment is not until the end of July. I have forgiven him (even though I'm still walking thru how that looks) and I too want our marriage to work. I find I'm am very depressed, feeling very alone thru all of this. I don't know how to move forward, I'm just so sad all the time, crying at different times, and others I can function and we can go out to dinner.
He is getting frustrated at me because I'm depressed but I really am trying to function but I'm finding it hard. Thanks in advance for any words of encouragement or advice.
Since he was seriously ill, and needed care when he first came home, I found it easy to push my feelings to the side to provided him the care he needed. Now as his health is improving I'm now dealing with all of my feelings from this. We do have an appointment with a counselor in our area who is very well know for helping couples deal with this, but the appointment is not until the end of July. I have forgiven him (even though I'm still walking thru how that looks) and I too want our marriage to work. I find I'm am very depressed, feeling very alone thru all of this. I don't know how to move forward, I'm just so sad all the time, crying at different times, and others I can function and we can go out to dinner.
He is getting frustrated at me because I'm depressed but I really am trying to function but I'm finding it hard. Thanks in advance for any words of encouragement or advice.