Hello.
I'm new here and I'm struggling. I don't know where else to write this or who else to say it to that won't freak out on me for being honest.
I gave up cutting about seven or eight years ago but have moments like right now when its all I can think about. I just get consumed. I just need a safe place to post right now, that's all. I'll get through this. I cut for years as a teenager but gave it up when I was 18. It still haunts me, espeically when I get stressed.
My two best friends have moved away and while I have other friends and a supportive family, I just want those two girls back. I know that friends move on and people grow apart but... I really just want to be selfish.
I don't have words to express whats going on in my heart. I'm really struggling and I want to turn back to cutting but I know it'll just make things worse.
-Deedee
I'm new here and I'm struggling. I don't know where else to write this or who else to say it to that won't freak out on me for being honest.
I gave up cutting about seven or eight years ago but have moments like right now when its all I can think about. I just get consumed. I just need a safe place to post right now, that's all. I'll get through this. I cut for years as a teenager but gave it up when I was 18. It still haunts me, espeically when I get stressed.
My two best friends have moved away and while I have other friends and a supportive family, I just want those two girls back. I know that friends move on and people grow apart but... I really just want to be selfish.
I don't have words to express whats going on in my heart. I'm really struggling and I want to turn back to cutting but I know it'll just make things worse.
-Deedee