I've been feeling like this at my school.. i feel like almost all the christians are doing things that aren't beneficial to god's calling or god centered relationships... everything seems so superficial and lukewarm... it drains me and affects my relationship with god.. i'm wondering what i should do... i tried my best to find someone.. doesn't seem like anyone who shares my vision and desires... i feel strangely alone at school... church is the only place i get revived and re engergized.. then i get drained from school... maybe i went to the wrogn school? geez... finding someone is defintely not an option anymore... too much work to spend hours and hours finding someone...seems like i'm stuck like this... only looking forward to spending time with church people and sharing my struggles with them... many times tehy dont understand cuz they dont go to same school so its hard..