feel bad

[Lily76_]

hi am yumi am 13 am one of serenitys alters ( she has DID/MPD)
i feel bad
want to talk about the bad men but scared to as well what if they come back and hurt us all again serenitys dont know what happnened am scared it will make her sad and upset

 

[goldenviolet]

*big hug* hi sweetheart. i'm dee. you can share anything you need to in this forum about your abuse hurts. everyone in this forum will love you and help to encourage you. i bet alot of us will pray for you too. i will. ... sometimes it's hard to share scary things. that's why there is this special forum. it's special because we all need somewhere safe to talk. if you want to, you can message me, and we'll talk in private.

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[Lily76_]

we are scared
we dont want to tell it make GOD angry if we tell the men said
we go to hell if we tell

we are all bad bad we no go to the angels if we tell
we be evil if we tell

 

[KumiChan]

we are scared
we dont want to tell it make GOD angry if we tell the men said
we go to hell if we tell

we are all bad bad we no go to the angels if we tell
we be evil if we tell

Why would it make God angry if you tell? God loves you and wants the best for you. If anyone has hurt you, it's not your fault; it's theirs. Don't be afraid. We are all here to support you and God is right there with you to help and guide you.

I'll be praying for you.

-Kumi

 

[goldenviolet]

i love every part of you.

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if you talk about these things, you will learn the truth. you will not go to hell. the truth is that the persons who hurt you sinned; not you. you feel bad because abuse makes everybody feel icky. any abuse is not your fault. it is NEVER the the abused fault. Never. no matter what happened. no matter what you felt. no matter what you did.
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[Lily76_]

the bad men they hurt me and other girls and boys too
they were crying
i didnt cry but i cry now

yumi

 

[goldenviolet]

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it's ok to cry. it is safe to cry. crying helps get all the upset feelings out. crying helps them go away too.
this is a safe place to cry. safe with lots of the right kind of love. the kind of love little girls are suppose to have. can you picture it?
imagine people who won't lie to you. people who won't hurt you. poeple who understand you. people who think you are special. we are your spiritual family. God's children. we aren't there, but we are here. God gave us this wonderful internet and christain site to love eachother. to teach eachother. to build eachother up. to have joy and feel HIS great love with eachother.
to share our sarrows and hurts with.

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life is precious. you are precious. love dee
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[momoftenblessings]

I will be praying for you....I cry alot too,I still wonder why the abuse happened????Jesus loves us HE will help us HEAL!!!!HUGS....

 

[UnitynLove]

I will pray for you sis.

 

[inmercysgrasp]

Sweetheart,don't worry about making God angry by telling about the things that make you sad. God already knows what hurts you, and it makes Him very sad too.
Did you know that when someone is kind to you, or nice, or just makes you smile, that that is how God wants to be to you? He is a very good Father, and would never want to hurt you.
I know you might be scared about being hurt again, but you don't need to be. Are you in a safe place now?

 

[Johnnz]

You are a very frightened little girl who ran away into someone else when it all got so bad. You have been hiding for many years.

Are there any big people you know who love you and you can talk to safely?

John
NZ

 

[skunkfeather]

((hugs)) to you!