God is doing so many amazing things in my life, and for that I am forever grateful. Truly I am.
But all I want is a restored marriage. My (ex)wife means everything to me. I love her more than I can say - always have. I am trusted than God will restore this marriage, as I believe He wants us to be together still (our marriage was very much blessed from above).
And I will stand for my marriage. But as I do, I am sometimes crippled by fear and doubt. God is all powerful and ALL things are possible through Him. And I want nothing more than to live in confidence of that. But my feable mind and satan's constant attacks have me living in fear. Fear that this marriage will not be restored. Fear that she is not safe. Fear that she's falling in love with soemone else. Fear that any desire she has to restore our love will be/is being met with angst, anger, frustration, and barriers from her family and friends. I fear that her therapist, if she is still seeing one, is still telling her lies about God and our marriage - that we will never be happy together because of me or ???.
Please pray for peace and a spirit of trust. Please pray for my ex - her safety, her happiness, and a softening of her heart so that she may fall at the feet of Christ. Pray that the deamon's of fear will be rebuked from me and for a hedge of protection from satan's lies will be erected by Christ around me.
thanks.
bkg
But all I want is a restored marriage. My (ex)wife means everything to me. I love her more than I can say - always have. I am trusted than God will restore this marriage, as I believe He wants us to be together still (our marriage was very much blessed from above).
And I will stand for my marriage. But as I do, I am sometimes crippled by fear and doubt. God is all powerful and ALL things are possible through Him. And I want nothing more than to live in confidence of that. But my feable mind and satan's constant attacks have me living in fear. Fear that this marriage will not be restored. Fear that she is not safe. Fear that she's falling in love with soemone else. Fear that any desire she has to restore our love will be/is being met with angst, anger, frustration, and barriers from her family and friends. I fear that her therapist, if she is still seeing one, is still telling her lies about God and our marriage - that we will never be happy together because of me or ???.
Please pray for peace and a spirit of trust. Please pray for my ex - her safety, her happiness, and a softening of her heart so that she may fall at the feet of Christ. Pray that the deamon's of fear will be rebuked from me and for a hedge of protection from satan's lies will be erected by Christ around me.
thanks.
bkg
for you both
