This year Father's Day will be hard for me . It will be the first Father's Day with out my dad . He passed away in Oct. I try not to think about it to much but every were I look on face book there are people all excited about spending the day with their father's . I know I should not be sad about it because my father is in heaven and I would not want to wish him back here but I still miss him so much . I offered to work the nuscery at church so I would not have to set in the Father's Day services to make it easier on me . I just don't want all of this to cause me to go into a depression all because I can not handle all of this what should be a happy day .
