This is embarrassing to talk about and i haven't told anyone this and i don't mean to gossip or tresspass against anyone ..i just need someone to talk to about this, i hope God understands that.
I was raised in a very ,very violent and very physical,very menatly,very verbally abusive family..by every member of the family was like this.....today and always has been all my life still i think i am being abused by my sister. We live together with 2 other people and when they are away she really abuses me....she is very violent outburst of anger and hatred towards me,she act satanic and she doesn't make any scents from the things she says...The things she says is awlful, she has thrown things at me ,hits me ,runs after me with knives and acts like she is possessed with demons.She beats on me and one time she came up from behind me and stabbed me in the back with a heavy cast iron candel holder.She says GD my soul over and over and says GD alot.She is always talking about pshyic stuff and casting a evil curse spell on me and she wishes bad things on me.I take this abuse and never respond back at her i run to my room and hide out.She has taken over my bathroom and i cannot even go in there she will come after me and throw things at me.I just can;t take the fighting and verbal abuse..She has her own bathroom but chooses mine because it is clean and hers is not,then mine becomes very filthy ,she spends all night long in there untill 9 0r 10am doing i dont know what.She sleeps during the day and is up all night long.
She does not do house work and manybe goes to work once in a while, she doesn't buy groceries and i will...she buys clothes with her money. I have to take up the weight around here and i do everything,by the groceries, all the cleaning,and constantly pick up after her filth.She is not a cean person.I spend all my time either working or cleaning up after people.
The past 2 days/nights she has been abusing me again and figths with me all night long while i am trying to sleep ,she is very loud and she argues ,says hateful things while i am trying to sleep and she is downstairs saying things as i try to sleep...it is just her and me hear now and im plum worn out from picking up, cleaning, and i missed 2 days in a row of work because i have not had any sleep yet.She has been abusing me day and night. I just can't take it, im worn out and tierd.This kind of stuff has gone on all my life...im just use to it and i take it.
I think she is possessed with demons cause she sure does act like it..it's scary,very scarey and im affraid of her and she is very unpredictable ...i don't know what she may do.She tells me all the time she wished i was dead and she has even said she was going to kill me before.I know she doesn't mean it but it still hurts me.
Sometimes she can be OK....then there are other times when she acts CRAZY!!!!!There is cleary something wrong with her and i beleiev the devil has take over her mind....i forgive her and i love her , i just wished this stuff wasn't /doesn't happen...i don't know what to do.
Sorry this is so long , i desperatly need some king of advice here.
I was raised in a very ,very violent and very physical,very menatly,very verbally abusive family..by every member of the family was like this.....today and always has been all my life still i think i am being abused by my sister. We live together with 2 other people and when they are away she really abuses me....she is very violent outburst of anger and hatred towards me,she act satanic and she doesn't make any scents from the things she says...The things she says is awlful, she has thrown things at me ,hits me ,runs after me with knives and acts like she is possessed with demons.She beats on me and one time she came up from behind me and stabbed me in the back with a heavy cast iron candel holder.She says GD my soul over and over and says GD alot.She is always talking about pshyic stuff and casting a evil curse spell on me and she wishes bad things on me.I take this abuse and never respond back at her i run to my room and hide out.She has taken over my bathroom and i cannot even go in there she will come after me and throw things at me.I just can;t take the fighting and verbal abuse..She has her own bathroom but chooses mine because it is clean and hers is not,then mine becomes very filthy ,she spends all night long in there untill 9 0r 10am doing i dont know what.She sleeps during the day and is up all night long.
She does not do house work and manybe goes to work once in a while, she doesn't buy groceries and i will...she buys clothes with her money. I have to take up the weight around here and i do everything,by the groceries, all the cleaning,and constantly pick up after her filth.She is not a cean person.I spend all my time either working or cleaning up after people.
The past 2 days/nights she has been abusing me again and figths with me all night long while i am trying to sleep ,she is very loud and she argues ,says hateful things while i am trying to sleep and she is downstairs saying things as i try to sleep...it is just her and me hear now and im plum worn out from picking up, cleaning, and i missed 2 days in a row of work because i have not had any sleep yet.She has been abusing me day and night. I just can't take it, im worn out and tierd.This kind of stuff has gone on all my life...im just use to it and i take it.
I think she is possessed with demons cause she sure does act like it..it's scary,very scarey and im affraid of her and she is very unpredictable ...i don't know what she may do.She tells me all the time she wished i was dead and she has even said she was going to kill me before.I know she doesn't mean it but it still hurts me.
Sometimes she can be OK....then there are other times when she acts CRAZY!!!!!There is cleary something wrong with her and i beleiev the devil has take over her mind....i forgive her and i love her , i just wished this stuff wasn't /doesn't happen...i don't know what to do.
Sorry this is so long , i desperatly need some king of advice here.
