I left homosexuality and came back to Christ back in summer 2010. It was a long process as the lifestyle nearly completely destroyed my life, and there are things that I am still working through but I despise my old sinful lifestyle and never want to return to it even though the world says its inevitable and that change is impossible.
That said, I am still struggling with emotional attachment to guys. There is this guy in my young adult group I have become somewhat emotionally attached to as we've been through many of the same things in life and have great conversations. Our conversations are always Godly and encouraging as well. I am not sexually attracted to him and flee from any sexual thoughts that may come into my head, but I find myself thinking about him way too much and wanting to hang out with him or text him far too much. Its to the point I feel very lonely if I don't get to be around him, and in reality we aren't very close friends so we don't hang out very much outside of group once per week. Its kind of like a crush but without the sexual side. I am sure this is my sinful nature and my struggle rearing its ugly head, and I wish I could stop it. If I do not, its going to ruin what could be a great friendship. I've done it before and emotional attractions such as this has destroyed numerous relationships in my life and is one of the things that lead me into homosexuality to begin with.
Can anybody else relate or does anybody else have any advice?
That said, I am still struggling with emotional attachment to guys. There is this guy in my young adult group I have become somewhat emotionally attached to as we've been through many of the same things in life and have great conversations. Our conversations are always Godly and encouraging as well. I am not sexually attracted to him and flee from any sexual thoughts that may come into my head, but I find myself thinking about him way too much and wanting to hang out with him or text him far too much. Its to the point I feel very lonely if I don't get to be around him, and in reality we aren't very close friends so we don't hang out very much outside of group once per week. Its kind of like a crush but without the sexual side. I am sure this is my sinful nature and my struggle rearing its ugly head, and I wish I could stop it. If I do not, its going to ruin what could be a great friendship. I've done it before and emotional attractions such as this has destroyed numerous relationships in my life and is one of the things that lead me into homosexuality to begin with.
Can anybody else relate or does anybody else have any advice?