this is something I wrote today when I wasn't feeling well...better now

(eh I'm not a big writer but hope it encourages you

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waves of problems
big heavy drops hurting me
pressing me down,
making me wanna quit.
I can't even count them
But I know someone who does.
there's so much pain
I can't look above it (or do you say over ?? anyway.)
making me feel discouraged
But I know someone who's bigger 4 real
watching over me
there's so much to deal with
I don't know where to start
I just wanna turn my face
But someone's showing me the way
A bright star shining thru the darkness
the dark clouds making everything look so hopeless.
I'm angry and bitter
don't really expect my wounds to ever heal (mhh)
But when He gently takes my hand
I feel it flowing thru me
mending my broken heart
Healing and Love
I'm so tired O wish I could just sleep,
hide in dreams
But my father in heaven makes the sun shine over me
(today was such a cool day w/ a completely blue sky & the warm sun...
we don't get that too often around here & it still reminds me of God's love in a cool way... well sunshine's pretty special to me

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bad memories, I'm feeling so lost in a twisted world of thoughts
I don't understand
what kind of circumstances could divide me from Your love thats in Jesus
(I'm not ignoring things anymore
this won't destroy me
I'm handing it over
my destiny's in Your hands
to be in Your arms
with You forever)