I have always been close to Jesus, but relied on him quite a bit after my divorce.I wanted to have some time to rebuild my faith and my self befor I started dating, but as luck would have it I met someone when I didn't think I was ready.I began to push the man away right from the beginning while at the same time I puled him toward me.I fell in love with him, but the damage was already done and there will probably never be another chance with this man.Does GOD get mad at us when we mess up and punish us? Or does it take him time to set another opportunity in front of us?