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The yellow light/cross wasnt blasphemy of the holy spirit it didnt turn me into an Antichrist False Prophet it was a dream my pastor says to relax and watch the yankees . Jesus does not warn of one in scripture.

Pastor Nathan and Mark both prayed for me and my hallucination and they know the Holy Bible really well. There hasnt been the rapture making me doubt that I am the beast or Antichrist from Revelation from the yellow cross.

I think with my meds I am going to be okay and KLove at night helps me sleep no power of hell can separate from Heaven the song just said that includes the yellow cross. I am okay with Jesus I believe.

The blue satan light is a hallucination from mental illness and the stuff about hell and being the Antichrist in the Psych Hospital was schizophrenia. I see things that arent there I have never heard of anyone becoming an evil world leader from a shower on October 4.

I am looking forward to Easter and my birthday going to Kahunas and a hockey game hopefully depending on my condition of psychosis. I have never read in the Bible getting supernatural abilities from a yellow cross. I am starting to tune it out with videogames playing 2K. I am a normal 24 year old with Jesus and scitzphrenia, ocd, pandas, autism I am not the beast of the world from a shower light.

I have to remind myself it was a dream. Pastor Mark says you cant sin in dreams and to distract myself there is nothing preventing the rapture the shower light was a dream.

The Beast is not out yet to take my dad says you cant preorder it on Amazon it is all mental illness I am beggining to realize why would Satan pick a mentally ill person from Cottonwood to run the world.

How could a light in the shower be blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. It doesnt make biblical sense meaning it isnt truly reality based. There was a schizophrenic highschool boy who reached for a fish thinking it would give him superpowers and he believed it isnt true nor is getting the Beast from a light I take latuda and ocd meds in the morning and they have helped me beggining to see the truth.

The World isnt going to end because of the yellow light in the shower life is going to go on as normal. I take my meds and continue to get treatment for my psychiatric issues.

I will continue to distract myself with videogames. I believe now that I am fine with Jesus that the yellow light wasnt satan due to the fact nothing comes true execpt for being scitzphrenia and how could Christians be getting the mark it makes no eschotology since.

David Jermiah has done a study on end times and he views the Antichrist as a master sinister manipulator of pure evil that doesnt match up with my description of a innocent college student studying screenwriting who repented and was going to Austin as a script reader and changing my mind to go into pastoral ministry.

So I can focus on other things now realizing it is a dream and not real the beast on me isnt real it is scitzphrenia and hallucination making me realize I am normal not supernatural.