- Aug 16, 2008
- 139
- 25
- Country
- United Kingdom
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Catholic
- Marital Status
- Celibate
- Politics
- UK-Greens
Last night I dreamt that my friend and I went to some seaside town-type place. I can't remember everything that happened but at one stage I was walking down the road without my friend, when along came my ex-boyfriend. I was very embarrassed, because I am now really fat and I didn't want him to see me like that. I kept my head down as I walked past, hoping he wouldn't recognise me. Unfortunately he did, and said hello in a really friendly way. I was so embarrassed I kept silent and walked past, hoping he'd think he'd mistaken me for someone else. But he knew it was me, and thought I was really unfriendly for ignoring me, and he got really angry and swore at me. I found my friend in a café and asked him if we could go home quickly, before my ex saw me again, but my friend insisted on staying in the café and ordering food. The café staff took a really long time and I was desperate to leave.
What could this mean? In real life I am embarrassed to admit to people that I'm Christian now, could this have something to do with it? Also I am an overeater and am fat in real life, years ago when I dated that man I was really slim.
What could this mean? In real life I am embarrassed to admit to people that I'm Christian now, could this have something to do with it? Also I am an overeater and am fat in real life, years ago when I dated that man I was really slim.