Hi. I don't know if this is the right thread to post in. But.
I am currently at rock bottom in life. I have sinned. Lied to those I love. I am ashamed. I had a dream about this though. It was a beautiful place..I was on a cloud crying when my now ex bf holds his hands out to me..asks me if I'm now ready for the relationship God wants from us together. A true innocent love relationship. I agreed. He helped me get up..we walk towards a golden gate..beautiful. And a man in white has his hands on our shoulders to positively show us the way..the gates open and we are back on earth..I am married to him. Have a son..all is amazing. I physically felt..warmth..happiness during the dream I woke knowing this was my FATE god showed me. He wanted me to hit rock bottom. He did.so that I may have a cleansed soul. And can live..purely. But my ex doesn't want this. How do I get him to understand I'm not nutts here ok. I saw it..felt it..its what is meant to be! I feel like giving up on life. BC I need a break. I do. And I don't want to live a life going against what I was shown?!
I am currently at rock bottom in life. I have sinned. Lied to those I love. I am ashamed. I had a dream about this though. It was a beautiful place..I was on a cloud crying when my now ex bf holds his hands out to me..asks me if I'm now ready for the relationship God wants from us together. A true innocent love relationship. I agreed. He helped me get up..we walk towards a golden gate..beautiful. And a man in white has his hands on our shoulders to positively show us the way..the gates open and we are back on earth..I am married to him. Have a son..all is amazing. I physically felt..warmth..happiness during the dream I woke knowing this was my FATE god showed me. He wanted me to hit rock bottom. He did.so that I may have a cleansed soul. And can live..purely. But my ex doesn't want this. How do I get him to understand I'm not nutts here ok. I saw it..felt it..its what is meant to be! I feel like giving up on life. BC I need a break. I do. And I don't want to live a life going against what I was shown?!