servant4ever said:
God just gave me proof that He does exist and He DOES care for me. What I have been under was a demonic attack. Someone told me to rebuke these doubts and other things surrounding the doubts in the name of Jesus Christ. I did and I rebuked those doubts and other things for a few minutes straight, quoted Bible verses that I didn't have memorized and this huge burden is off of me; I am not doubting anymore and I am just amazed how powerful and quick Jesus can be, even though I was yelling at him hours ago, even though I was doubting that He even existed, He still loves me that much He literally took away those spirits of darkness. I am just in awe I can't explain it to the fullest extent, I started saying things that I haven't believed personally in a long time, like I started saying I was a winner in Christ, because I thought I was a loser, I started saying everything was forgiven even though I believed that I still had to work to please God for forgiveness, so I didn't lose my salvation. I started saying that I am loved by God even though I obviously didnt' believe I was, especially tonight. I think God gave me the strength the say those words so I can live in victory, not in doubt and fear.
I know this was real, it was so real at how fast those evil spirits left. God is so powerful, please do not deny Him. If He could convince me, which I am a hard person to convince, He can convince anybody.
servant4ever
Servant, I am very happy for you!
I, too, have experienced times that you did--and like you, God breaks through those walls of doubt.
Walls of Doubt
from the album "¡Alarma!"
Words and Music by Terry Taylor and Jerry Chamberlain
©1981 Paragon Music Corp./ASCAP
There's that look in you eye
I know what you're thinking
It's just like the sixties to me
You paint it all black
It's alright
Run if you want to
But I see you coming through
Another wall of doubt
You hear that voice in your heart
You get that longing
It goes far beyond all the words
The great arguments
It's O.K.
Long for your lover
You'll find He's standing out
Beyond the walls of doubt
Love, love puts to rest
Some of the questions
Love, find it and see
The doubts will go fading away
All through the hours of the day
There's something strange growing
The seed of laughter and light
Way down inside you
It's alright
You can let go now
Love is the master's plow
Crash down the walls of doubt
In Christ,
Daniel