It`s summer holiday here. For almost three weeks I have done nothing. I have been surfing on the internet and I rarely went out of the house - when I did this I went to see my psychiatrist or therapist (psychologist) - I don`t know which word to use in English about the last one but it isn`t important. Most of the time I don`t want to do anything but sometimes I want but I`m just too depressed or something to get started. I think I need a person at my age who would like to spend time with me but there isn`t this kind of me person for me. I am not motivated to do something alone and I also have very bad social anxiety. I also think I`m kinda addicted to the computer and I have concentrating difficulties. I don`t know what to do, I`m bored and I`m totally wasting my life but I don`t have will-power, motivation and strength to do something about it.
