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So if you need medication to stop hating everyone around you and accept society and culture the way it is does that mean you would be living a lie?
Isn't taking meds to change the way you feel and your personality the same as getting drunk or substance abuse?
Just wondering because I kinda have this horrible stepford wives vision in my head when I think of taking meds to fix my antisocial attitude and my view of society. It scares me cause I'm like I know me not hating the whole world will make my life easier and everyone else's life easier but do I really want to stop hating the whole world? Afterall everyone and everything sucks and if I change how I feel I'll just be another sheep like everyone else. I dont want to turn into what i hate. This is what my brain frequently tells me which is why fixing my mental health is so hard.
Same with prayer and stuff. I pray and read the Bible and I've been asking to love people and not be negative for a while but I have not been able to change. Ive recentlt started meditation and positive affirmations as well. I have some serious deep seeded hatred and anger issues I think. Like sometimes I just feel insane rage for no reason or like crying for no reason and I just want to fight everyone and everything around me. It's weird.
Isn't taking meds to change the way you feel and your personality the same as getting drunk or substance abuse?
Just wondering because I kinda have this horrible stepford wives vision in my head when I think of taking meds to fix my antisocial attitude and my view of society. It scares me cause I'm like I know me not hating the whole world will make my life easier and everyone else's life easier but do I really want to stop hating the whole world? Afterall everyone and everything sucks and if I change how I feel I'll just be another sheep like everyone else. I dont want to turn into what i hate. This is what my brain frequently tells me which is why fixing my mental health is so hard.
Same with prayer and stuff. I pray and read the Bible and I've been asking to love people and not be negative for a while but I have not been able to change. Ive recentlt started meditation and positive affirmations as well. I have some serious deep seeded hatred and anger issues I think. Like sometimes I just feel insane rage for no reason or like crying for no reason and I just want to fight everyone and everything around me. It's weird.