I think it's hilarious when people get the wind knocked out of their sails with the whole idea of determinism, etc, and say after that, that nothing has any kind of meaning or purpose anymore, etc, because, to me, it has even very much more meaning and/or purpose to me, etc, let me explain...
When I am going about my life, I often run into situations or circumstances, (or whatever), that were obviously destined, or predestined, etc, moments when I find out why that was all already predetermined/predestined in that very moment in time, etc, and it is very awesome to me a lot of the time, because it was done on purpose, and with a purpose, and maybe even perhaps toward an eventual ultimate purpose, etc, which is always mine to always be discovering, and marveling at, and finding and/or seeking out and/or chasing always, etc, and I think it's great, etc, I get to marvel at my Creators brilliance, and I quite literally think it is just simply "brilliant", etc, think it has "higher intelligence" written all over it to me, and if you ask me, and I get to see that, etc, and I think it's great, etc...
No meaning or purpose???
I think you are looking at it with the wrong set of lenses or kinds of eyes, etc...
I say be on the lookout for these times, etc, times where you know things were supposed to happen just specifically that way, and/or be intertwined just the way they were or are, etc, analyze it or mull it around in you mind either during or after, and reflect on it a little bit after, etc...
This means there could potentially be a very special purpose to every single moment maybe, and when you are going about your day and/or life, ask yourself, if I am supposed to be right here right now doing exactly what I am doing right now, and/or are thinking and/or saying right now, etc, then maybe it is for a very important reason and/or purpose, etc, seeing as God predestined and carefully constructed each and every moment, and did it all on purpose, etc, and I say dig a little bit deeper into that, etc, and you might be surprised at what you might find, etc...
I, for one, and when I become aware of these moments, always think it's just simply "brilliant" always, etc, just "absolutely brilliant" a lot of the time, etc, and it can make me marvel and/or blow my mind sometimes, etc...
Everything is always going/doing/happening on purpose, and with a purpose, at every single moment, etc, and if you don't find meaning in that, then I honestly don't know what to say to you, other than you need a drastic change in your own perspective on it maybe, etc...
It's not just a mess of random stuff, but is very highly ordered, and very, very organized, and is/was/is, is always, etc, all done on purpose, and with a purpose, etc, every single moment of it, etc, and it is ours to seek and/or search that out, and come to know it/Him a little bit better through it, or by it, etc...
Every single moment can seem providential, with the right perspective on it, because it all basically is basically, etc...
And if you can't find the wonder in that, then I feel sorry for you, etc...
All you have to do is just simply be aware of it, etc, and then just simply train yourself to notice when it/they happen and/or come, etc...
Because that is God's determinism and/or predestiny, etc...
He did that already, from before the beginning of time, etc...
Take just a split-second to wonder or marvel at it, and see the brilliance in it, etc...
God Bless!