This is funny lol A freind of mine was telling how she talks to God all the time, and was sort of caught off gaurd doing so in public but instead of saying, "I was conversing with God" she mumbled, "Oh I was just talking to myself" lol I can so relate to that. Although I will (even without thinking) begin to wonder (out loud) talking to Him, when certain seasons come where He seems to feel far off, I stop reasoning almost unconsciously (as with Him) and start talking to myself. I suppose its then (even as these seasons change) I somewhat feel I need to be reasoned with (by me). I hate that though because clarity never seems to come through this.
Whats weird was I hadnt really given that thought before. I would be more inclined to say, I dont talk to myself but rather I talk to the Lord. However thats not always true. When heaven feels open before you and the Lord (as if) practically sitting on your lap, its like you feel this twoway openess to converse with Him with everything (and receive some kind of immediate feedback). Its like its something you can perceive ( sometimes ) more then others. So then I do so throughout the day aloud (speaking just to Him). But at other times I must admit (when I feel more alone) "as if" He is not present (although He always is) I speak to myself. I just hadnt realized when it was that I did this until this OP.
So I had to jump on and say because I learned something about myself I never gave much thought to, and over such a simple question lol
Thanks for the OP