I want or need a prayer partner.. or prayer friend as I perfer. One at least. It's been a while since I've had any, that is, a personal prayer friend with whom I had a fellowship that was helping each other to grow in our walks with God. I miss the days when I was part of an intimate prayer circle of people who really connected emotionally and spiritually. The second time it was for others but the first time it was for ourselves. And I gave it away for something that now I don't feel was meant to replace it. You can't help others spiritually or in other things in a way that really counts when you're neglecting your own spiritual walk and not attending to your personal life as you should.
They really were my equals, we were as like-minded as you could find people to be, and God had brought us together, found each of us and guided us to one another in that time, when I dreamed of Him touching the world around us thru our prayers and lives. I feel little hope of meeting such ppl agan right now. Even though I still see and meet some great people, like I did today, my excitement about ppl has decreased in general.
Overall, I'm very discouraged though I try to stay up. Currently I feel like my soul is wandering out in space; it's like a ball that's crazily bouncing around in all directions that's hard to catch and when I do it so easily slips out again.
Maybe there's someone who'll read this who is rather sorrowful like me, or even joyful and drawn to sorrowful beings, who wants to "get there" - the place where you desire to be, where God would have you be.
I'm just looking for a person who'll faithfully pray for me and I'd like to do the same for them. I'd prefer if you're honest and non-invasive but not distant. And keep in regular touch to keep track of progress and things. You don't have to share a lot bout yourself but just enough for your requests, if you wish.
PM me if you're interested and tell me a bit about where you're at in your walk etc.
They really were my equals, we were as like-minded as you could find people to be, and God had brought us together, found each of us and guided us to one another in that time, when I dreamed of Him touching the world around us thru our prayers and lives. I feel little hope of meeting such ppl agan right now. Even though I still see and meet some great people, like I did today, my excitement about ppl has decreased in general.
Overall, I'm very discouraged though I try to stay up. Currently I feel like my soul is wandering out in space; it's like a ball that's crazily bouncing around in all directions that's hard to catch and when I do it so easily slips out again.
Maybe there's someone who'll read this who is rather sorrowful like me, or even joyful and drawn to sorrowful beings, who wants to "get there" - the place where you desire to be, where God would have you be.
I'm just looking for a person who'll faithfully pray for me and I'd like to do the same for them. I'd prefer if you're honest and non-invasive but not distant. And keep in regular touch to keep track of progress and things. You don't have to share a lot bout yourself but just enough for your requests, if you wish.
PM me if you're interested and tell me a bit about where you're at in your walk etc.
