my mate wrote this the other day for me. its kinda cool.
God is amazing, think for a moment about the grand scale of who God is. :: Stops, thinks :: Wow! He is so into who we are and how we are feeling. I know that God knows exactly where I am at all the time. I know that he follows one step behind me when I'm walking. When I start to go in the other direction he follows still that one step behind me, when I sort myself out and turn around he is right there with his arms open waiting to embrace me as his child. It doesn't matter what has happened to us today or yesterday, All God is concerned about is will we still be looking to him now and tomorrow.
I think I need to spend more time start gazing! not going nuts or loopy but looking into the heavens for inspiration, peace. Looking into the arms of the only one who can see through my heart and into my spirit. The one who can give my spirit peace and joy again.
I don't know why I can't keep up with where I want to be in God. I feel why can't I follow every single day? Why is it so hard? I have come to realise that I am involved in a war, in a battle for my very life and the lives of the people around me, who God has placed in my care!
I have these moments with God sometimes when I start to remember his power and desire to be in my life. I don't know how to say it really but it's like there is so much more to my life.
I think God how can you still love me? This is too much for me I don't deserve all this. But still it comes, I let it in and God ministers to my heart.
I mean God is soooooo strange! I don't know why he bothers. I know that I try to do the right thing, and with church I'm right in there with what's happening but when I come home me and God don't happen
but then I think come on rod there is more to this. ahhh I can't say it like It feels
well we need a Scripture then
look up Psalm 34:1-6 - it's on my wall at the moment
Lift your vision, come star gaze with me. Look up into the heavens, go there in your head, as you pass through the clouds you feel the air cool. Around you it becomes darker as you leave this place, you begin to feel a warmth and presence of something great, you follow a light that takes you into the throne room of our Almighty God, he calls you to his knee. Your body is almost transparent...
with the light that is surrounding you, his whole body is clothed in such bright light, his hair burns like flames and you look at his face and he's only looking at you. There is so much compassion in his eyes, love that you feel pearcing right though you to your heart, there is nothing more powerful, or intimate at this moment because you are in the hands of your heavenly father, the one who even sent his own so that you could sit here now. his love for you is so complete that you will never be able to understand, never fully comprehend. there is nothing like this moment, and nothing like his love. we need to look to this, star gaze into the heavens because the father of love is always wanting us to see him, when we can see him we know we are safe, even if we can't feel him. Hes inside of you and me. we can't forget how important it is to remember the one who has purchased our lives, redeemed our soul's and captured our hearts with love that is more beautiful and perfect that anything we will ever know! Any way remember that God is inside u - you don't need to look any further
God is amazing, think for a moment about the grand scale of who God is. :: Stops, thinks :: Wow! He is so into who we are and how we are feeling. I know that God knows exactly where I am at all the time. I know that he follows one step behind me when I'm walking. When I start to go in the other direction he follows still that one step behind me, when I sort myself out and turn around he is right there with his arms open waiting to embrace me as his child. It doesn't matter what has happened to us today or yesterday, All God is concerned about is will we still be looking to him now and tomorrow.
I think I need to spend more time start gazing! not going nuts or loopy but looking into the heavens for inspiration, peace. Looking into the arms of the only one who can see through my heart and into my spirit. The one who can give my spirit peace and joy again.
I don't know why I can't keep up with where I want to be in God. I feel why can't I follow every single day? Why is it so hard? I have come to realise that I am involved in a war, in a battle for my very life and the lives of the people around me, who God has placed in my care!
I have these moments with God sometimes when I start to remember his power and desire to be in my life. I don't know how to say it really but it's like there is so much more to my life.
I think God how can you still love me? This is too much for me I don't deserve all this. But still it comes, I let it in and God ministers to my heart.
I mean God is soooooo strange! I don't know why he bothers. I know that I try to do the right thing, and with church I'm right in there with what's happening but when I come home me and God don't happen
but then I think come on rod there is more to this. ahhh I can't say it like It feels
well we need a Scripture then
look up Psalm 34:1-6 - it's on my wall at the moment
Lift your vision, come star gaze with me. Look up into the heavens, go there in your head, as you pass through the clouds you feel the air cool. Around you it becomes darker as you leave this place, you begin to feel a warmth and presence of something great, you follow a light that takes you into the throne room of our Almighty God, he calls you to his knee. Your body is almost transparent...
with the light that is surrounding you, his whole body is clothed in such bright light, his hair burns like flames and you look at his face and he's only looking at you. There is so much compassion in his eyes, love that you feel pearcing right though you to your heart, there is nothing more powerful, or intimate at this moment because you are in the hands of your heavenly father, the one who even sent his own so that you could sit here now. his love for you is so complete that you will never be able to understand, never fully comprehend. there is nothing like this moment, and nothing like his love. we need to look to this, star gaze into the heavens because the father of love is always wanting us to see him, when we can see him we know we are safe, even if we can't feel him. Hes inside of you and me. we can't forget how important it is to remember the one who has purchased our lives, redeemed our soul's and captured our hearts with love that is more beautiful and perfect that anything we will ever know! Any way remember that God is inside u - you don't need to look any further
