Devalued and Betrayed

[the.Sheepdog]

Yep thats me, a knight in taco-stained armor, just doing my job.

Has anyone heard from her lately? Or should I not even bring it up ... I heard the site changed owners so I feel a little nervous in case speaking remembrance of the banned is considered against the rules or something.

Edit: oh I notice the Trainee letter, congratulations Sheepdog! Hows life on the Mod Side treating you? I applied once but got turned down, not enough posts yet. A good thing as I then got too busy to be around much, but I might try again later this year if they still need helpers here.

Apply again! Please!

 

[brinny]

Thank you for the notice. yes the "T" means moderator Padiwan. (jedi wannabe!) Trainee.

i am graduated class now and passed my tests and now get to really start to learn something! For the next 30 days i will take out the trash, bring coffee and shine shoes!

MCW and I do talk every so often. if all i ever do is convince her i love her and that God does also i will be content. Please continue to pray for her.

and I dont find anything wrong with mention of her name. if their is then it is my fault not anyone elses.

i will continue lifting her and her son to Abba..what a wonderful blessing of a moderator you will be

 

[EternalSummer]

Apply again! Please!

OK, I suppose I could do that ... where do they need people the most?

 

[EternalSummer]

OH, and to keep on topic. I did hear from Moriah. She was glad to have heard from her son and know that he is alive at least. But other than that she did not sound too good. As strange as this may sound I think she was better off when she was fiesty and angry and all over the place. She had a fight in her then. She did not give up, even if everyone else did.

Well I am not hearing or seeing any of that from her now. I am not really hearing or seeing HER from her anymore. Whatever got done to her a couple months back has really messed her up good. I think she has given up now as well. Her TONE is different. Quieter -- which probably makes some folks happy I suppose -- but not in a good way at all.

Anyway, need to get going, long day ahead tomorrow. Good night & God bless.

 

[brinny]

thanks for the update...i'm lifting her and her son up to Abba as we speak

 

[redrose26]

I have been a member of CF for a while, but am on and off for a variety of reasons. However, after reading Mariah's posts and despite her not posting on this thread, I would like to pray for her and her son. I can only surmise at the suffering she is going through, but she clearly wants to reach out to God.

It was very sad reading her posts, I really do pray for her, I don't pray with theological terms, I am very simplistic in my prayers to God, but I know He hears me. I only pray that Mariah can come to know that He hears her too. In Jesus Precious Name, Amen

 

[the.Sheepdog]

Thank you Redrose. thank you

 

[EternalSummer]

Bless your heart REDROSE.

I am becoming frustrated, having spent the better part of the last week scouring the internet looking for deliverance ministries and stuff of that nature. Not just because of Moriah but this fellow who lives upstairs in my building. I can see now why she got so angry about the subject. Everything, and I mean everything, that I find is nothing but snake oil and placebos, or else dumbed-down behavior mod theories repackaged in religious language. Loads of crap. No wonder these poor souls get worn out and give up. They cannot connect with God personally in their condition, and everywhere they turn they find people only interested in bringing a different set of chains and telling them to wear those instead -- for the convenience and comfort of the rest of us, of course, so their suffering will not disturb our peace.

 

[EternalSummer]

Hey everyone I made a ribbon.

Yes I am a bad boy. I am a troublemaker and I will probably get a CF spanking.

Feel free to display this in your signature, on your profile page, or wherever you want.

 

[EternalSummer]

The URL for the ribbon is this -- http://www.ribbonomatic.com/matic/graphics/100366.gif

 

[the.Sheepdog]

It will probably get me in trouble too but I will link to it and save a copy. But more than bringing her back to CF she needs peace. It would do her no good to be back if she hasnt changed the way she posts. She would just rack up infraction points for banning all over again.

She doesnt write me anymore lately. But she knows my address and knows I will receive her email gladly.

As for Mod needs: a lot of places are desperate, really. Find aplace that interests you and try. You can always transfer after training anyway. The important thing is to do it for God and not for the silly red M which seemingly takes forever anyway.

I think you would be awesome. I would vote for you in a heartbeat and would sponsor you or reccomend you to the training Admin in a new york second!

Think on it and maybe pm me to find out what its like?

God Bless you for not forgetting. That may be all she has right now, that we refuse to give up on her.

 

[vespasia]

I still pray for her for God knows her heart.

 

[the.Sheepdog]

Thank you sister. God Bless you for that.