Desperately in love.....

[Shulamite]

I am desperately in love with Yeshua. I miss Him every second we are surrounded by daily schedules, other people and situations. I yearn to get back to Him ALONE where we can be ourselves and come apart from everyone else and just give each other our love.

The paradox is this: Yeshua Himself lives IN me,..... my body IS His dwelling, yet I cry tears of longing for Him as if I didn't have Him at all. Can anyone explain this?


I feel that He and I will always feel this way for one another.... even in eternity.
He has made it clear to me that I don't have to wait any longer to have Him NOW as my Husband and we do live this way with one another intimately each day, yet I cry for Him, sigh for Him, pant for Him and long for Him to despair.... as if I didn't have Him at all.

Anyone else feel this way?

 

[kisstheson]

Thanks for sharing Shulamite. I will reply later toniught!

 

[JPPT1974]

He is already there once we ask Him
Into our lives as Savior & Lord!

 

[MoNiCa4316]

I feel that way too, Shulamite! I know that He's living in me by the Holy Spirit, but I just want to be closer to Him....I can't explain it either. But I think that once we are perfectly united with God (I guess in the Resurrection of the dead), we will finally feel the intimacy that we long for with Jesus....I don't know....it seems to me too like I'll always feel that way.
God bless!

 

[kisstheson]

I feel that way too, Shulamite! I know that He's living in me by the Holy Spirit, but I just want to be closer to Him....I can't explain it either. But I think that once we are perfectly united with God (I guess in the Resurrection of the dead), we will finally feel the intimacy that we long for with Jesus....I don't know....it seems to me too like I'll always feel that way.
God bless!

We long to be led out of the night and into the light of Jesus presence. We won't be satisfied until we are fully there!

 

[Shulamite]

It's a paradox. He Himself lives inside me. My body His very temple. The intimacy that takes place as one Spirit/spirit is closer than any two people can be by just sitting next to one another in a room (physically).. yet... He's placed this yearning in me to be with Him in body as well.

"Father I want those You have given Me to be with Me where I am."

"I go to prepare a place for you and when I go to prepare a place for you, I will return and take you to be with Me so that where I am, you will be also."

Yeshua has this same desire. He is delighted that we live in Him and that our spirit is one with His (even now)... yet He too longs to take us to Him physically!

I guess this is the joint longing of both Yeshua and myself! HIS LONGINGS ARE NOW MINE.

 

[JPPT1974]

We long to be led out of the night and into the light of Jesus presence. We won't be satisfied until we are fully there!

Jesus leads us to Him as well as
Once we accept Him as Savio & Lord
He lives inside of us!