I can't talk about it. I wouldn't know what to say or how to make someone understnad. But I am desperate and running out of ways to cope. I can't take much more of the stress and my illness....I am trying to deal with horrible memories from recent events and then add in my family and honestly you might as well have just thrown me into hell itself.
My instinct felt like run into the arms of someone who loves you and I started to cry. I decided to write this thread first. I have my bible and I think Im going to read it. Maybe if I cry hard enough God will hear me I dont know...Please please please pray for me...Guys Im begging...I can't do this alone and I am alone...
My instinct felt like run into the arms of someone who loves you and I started to cry. I decided to write this thread first. I have my bible and I think Im going to read it. Maybe if I cry hard enough God will hear me I dont know...Please please please pray for me...Guys Im begging...I can't do this alone and I am alone...

foreverfalling--desperate one.

