Academy Girl I've been diagnosed with clinical depression. I sometimes have suicidal thoughts (although I don't believe I could ever act on them) and I hurt myself quite often. I also have a disorder called trichotillomania, and without getting into details, it has ruined my life. I hide these problems well and look completely normal, but they are still there. Therapy and medication aren't options for me right now. I've prayed for years for God to help, but I feel like He's ignoring me. Any advice?
Dear Academy Girl ,
I've found that prayer and fasting works well for especially stubborn ailments .
But research fasting first if you're not familiar with the potential hazards .
(Trichotillomania)
noun: an irresistible urge to pull out your own hair .
Pulling out one's hair is an expression of extreme distress or mourning .
Can you ask The Lord to help you understand what the source of your troubling is ?
Addressing the source is best , treating symptoms is less effective .
All our needs can be wonderfully met by God's Spirit of Grace .
Jesus proclaimed that our Heavenly Father would give the Holy Spirit to those who ask .
And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone ? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent ?
Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion ?
If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him ? <-----> Luke 11:9-13
You are a child of God .
Have we not all one father ? hath not one God created us ? ... <-----> Malachi 2:10
If there is any kind of idolatry in your life , or linking of your attention and affection upon occult type spiritualism / superstition paraphanelia ; depart and dispose of it . Forsake all avenues of hope except for that which is Direct Divine Assistance from your Heavenly Father through Jesus Christ and The Power of The Holy Spirit .
It's you and The Lord : one on One .
Let go of any ill will for any thing or any one .
Acknowledge you're in need of God's Mercy and Grace .
Pour out your heart before The Lord .
Contemplate Jesus dying on The Cross for your forgiveness .
And think on His Resurrection , and His Power to Deliver .
Ask Your Heavenly Father to give The Holy Spirit , in Jesus' Name .
Open your heart in warm acknowledgement that Jesus has atoned for your sins , and made it possible for you to pray and be heard by God , based upon Christ's Shed Blood and Broken Body .
Give thanks to God and Christ .
Relax , and rest in Holy Hope , knowing you've done what you could , and that God will do His Part .
Be cheerfully indebted and joyful in service , however The Spirit does lead .
Keep up your study in God's Scripture of Truth .
Here's a good source of Bible Study Downloads - They're free , with donations accepted . ( Click on the word " Link " below ) .
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I also pray that The Lord will be pleased to make His Marvellous Virtue and Healing Power known , for His Name to be Magnified , for the Glory of God , and benefit of all who believe . Amen .
In Christ's Care ,
wayfaring man
Bless the LORD, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name.
Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:
Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;
Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;
Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's.
The LORD executeth righteousness and judgment for all that are oppressed. <-----> Psalm 103:1-6
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He [ Jesus ] was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed . <-----> Isaiah 53:5
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Now in Christ Jesus ye who sometimes were far off are made nigh by the blood of Christ. <-----> Ephesians 2:13
For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.
Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need. <-----> Hebrews 4:15+16