depressed

[BunkerBuster91]

my mind and heart want bad things to happen at times like it ocd but not sure like like i want to do things in life that make me happy and worship God/Jesus but my mind and heart be really want God send me to hell if i do thinks i want to do like movies video games what to eat just pop up and my mind want i argee with it and i get worried like i have thought clear was day not really ocd and i feel like if i do this game i want god send me hell in oven withs my animal as well if i do this and im worried i talk to pastors they all told me it fear and God wont do it even i want it i ask god not too my heart and anxiety really bad when i want to do it and it like got no hope it like only way to do it make new accounts because at time my mind and heart say got be new account but im sick of doing that and make all kinds of account im worried god going hold me to what my mind and heatt thinks i want heaven and i dont want hell im scared to death and dont know what to do i repent i ask for advice and all kinds my mind even say in jesus name and im scared is there anything i can do i told my family they say that silly but im so worried i ask for forgiven most people told me it my fears and thoughts but i want know will god act on all this im very scared i cant even sleep at night or enjoythings i like to do it make me upset and cant not do anything i enjoy i dont want that after i dei i been worried sick any advice please get back i just cant take it q

 

[Jeshu]

its best not to look at yourself when you are scared of hell. Look at Jesus dying for your sins and say thank you for saving me each time you fear hell. Please understand that listening to your fears can't save you but will always condemn you or make you doubt your salvation or God. Fears lie about everything. No, look at Christ when you fear hell and accept His love for you and before you know it instead of fear of hell you will walk around with a thankful God loving heart.

 

[BunkerBuster91]

so dont listen to my thoughts or fears even if my mind and heart want them thanks i will try but i get so scared to at times and i dont know what to thanks for your input i will try i do love jesus with all my heart and i just worried he would takes me there because what my mind and heart wants and i dont want it i even cry well tell him js

 

[Jeshu]

Know that Jesus loves you too. And He knows your mind wanders of with all kind of thoughts He is building a dwelling place just for you.

Keep loving and ignore your fears. i know that is very hard to do but God's love doesn't send you of to hell but fear of God will.

 

[BunkerBuster91]

so god wont hurt me even if my mind and heart want it that good because i read some verses about fear and man god is amazing then i should not have fear it just ask god i dont want and believe in him just god in control not me need stop worreid about things in life just rest and know he wont do it because he is great loving and caring but how do i get the fear out and know god wont do it just sometimes it keep poping up and i dont know what to do js

 

[Jeshu]

so god wont hurt me even if my mind and heart want it that good because i read some verses about fear and man god is amazing then i should not have fear it just ask god i dont want and believe in him just god in control not me need stop worreid about things in life just rest and know he wont do it because he is great loving and caring but how do i get the fear out and know god wont do it just sometimes it keep poping up and i dont know what to do js

Try and fight those lies that come out of your fears with the truths of the bible. i put Scriptural music on to help me stay in God's truth. God's truth is awesome and He delivers us from our fears and keeps us safe from our enemies.

Be of good courage in God's truth you can't loose the battle.

Psalms 27:1-3
The Lord is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid?


When the wicked advance against me
to devour me,
it is my enemies and my foes
who will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me,
my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
even then I will be confident.

 

[BunkerBuster91]

But god wont hurt me thinking that or want it happen right