I feel so depressed, hopeless, and fatigued. There's so much evil, injustice, supression of information, greed, corruption etc. As for my home life, it's very chaotic - a small house with 2 crazy, loud little brothers and no one to talk to. I also think about the devastating effects of living in an oxygen-deficient city, malnourishment, electromagnetic frequencies from (refrigerators, computers, TV, microwaves etc.), artificial light, pesticides in the air and on the food etc. Also the emotional tolls of my parents separation at the age of 6, having no one to talk to, feeling a lack of faith and conviction, having my dad spray toxic cleaning products all over the kitchen and house, feeling insecure and afraid, unavoidable, unpredicatble, and prolonged stress, light, and noise in this house. That's all I could think of off the top of my head, it's weighing pretty heavily on me. All of sudden, I just collapsed on my bed in desperation and fatigue. one more thing, I have no curtains, and I get to bed late, so the light comes in through the window each morning and wakes me without getting good sleep. Please pray for me, give me advice whatever you think will help me, please , thanx
