i feel like for a few months a demon is tormenting my mind, my moods change, mind changes, i hear a sort of background noise, im always thinking and its driving me quite mad, when i give in and be sad or anxious itll then give me a comforting feeling, i dont know what to do, ive been treated with depression but it isnt that as in my heart i am happy i feel like my emotions are disconnected from me and controlling me