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i feel like for a few months a demon is tormenting my mind, my moods change, mind changes, i hear a sort of background noise, im always thinking and its driving me quite mad, when i give in and be sad or anxious itll then give me a comforting feeling, i dont know what to do, ive been treated with depression but it isnt that as in my heart i am happy i feel like my emotions are disconnected from me and controlling me
 

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the doc just trys anti depresants but im not depressed my moods just change and my thinking for no real reason, i am happy in general so why should i take that when it makes me feel worse it just doesnt make sense at all its like im fighting myself and its really confusing i act ways i wouldnt
 
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the doc just trys anti depresants but im not depressed my moods just change and my thinking for no real reason, i am happy in general so why should i take that when it makes me feel worse it just doesnt make sense at all its like im fighting myself and its really confusing i act ways i wouldnt
 
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the doc just trys anti depresants but im not depressed my moods just change and my thinking for no real reason, i am happy in general so why should i take that when it makes me feel worse it just doesnt make sense at all its like im fighting myself and its really confusing i act ways i wouldnt
 
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i feel like for a few months a demon is tormenting my mind, my moods change, mind changes, i hear a sort of background noise, im always thinking and its driving me quite mad, when i give in and be sad or anxious itll then give me a comforting feeling, i dont know what to do, ive been treated with depression but it isnt that as in my heart i am happy i feel like my emotions are disconnected from me and controlling me
This sounds like typical reactions to many mood elevating or enhancing drugs. The worst problem is that they are bad and they are addictive. Cold turkey usually imparts some significant withdrawal; the point being, nasty stuff. There is something you can take; pm me. You must first address this before you examine the depression, which is usually just a signal that one needs to make a change. You are in my prayers.
 
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Hmmm. I think I can relate. Do you feel the loving peace from God, but in the pits of your heart its almost numbness and despair? Its like a cordial cherry...the peace of God is the sweet cherry inside but part of me is still so hard and wont let go of the deep- grained sadness...and sometimes I even like to swim in my own pool of despair..its quite strange.
 
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The enemy tried to tempt Yeshua (Matt 4) and His response was Scripture. So when those tormenting thoughts come, we can immediately start thinking on His Word such as "Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee," (Isa 26:3).

Of course, we can't do this without His overwhelming help. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." (Philippians 4:13).
 
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i havent been tested for bi polar but from my reesearch i dont think its that as i dont have manic eposodes and the sudden mood change is within hours and i know with bi polar it can take weeks to months and its way more edcalated than what im going through. i dont want to be put on mind drugs as i know i can do this and beat it i just dont know how, i am trying to get as close to god as i can as i feel him calling me to do more for him and nah i dont feel sadness towards god at times gods my only comfort when im like that but the mind changes do try and question my faith and gods plan etc but i do my best to resist it i just cant figure out whats going on with me or what to do as when it happens it feels like im fighting something in my head that controls me but as i said i cant be depressed as im usually happy its just when i feel to weak to fight this weird mood and thought changes i pray for help but i know gods trying but i just cant get rid of it
 
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This sounds like typical reactions to many mood elevating or enhancing drugs. The worst problem is that they are bad and they are addictive. Cold turkey usually imparts some significant withdrawal; the point being, nasty stuff. There is something you can take; pm me. You must first address this before you examine the depression, which is usually just a signal that one needs to make a change. You are in my prayers.

i cannot pm because i have wrote enough posts but in reply to your pm i do feel saved but i do do things that some christians dissapprove of which does make me wonder for example me and my partner have taken marriage vows to us and to god we cannot afford to gdt married but we believe we are married in gods eyes just not by law which i know god would prefer all the other little bad things i do like speak out of anger i cannot control as i dont know where the anger comes from like the sadness it comes for no reason then torments me with all the other stuff
 
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I think I am experiencing something similar. Could be a demon or not. Better try a safe medicine to be safe alongside prayer. Demons oppress christians but do not possess them unless they invite them willfully and like their suggestions when they know 100% it is a demon teaching them evil and it is not an intrusive thought
 
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I think I am experiencing something similar. Could be a demon or not. Better try a safe medicine to be safe alongside prayer. Demons oppress christians but do not possess them unless they invite them willfully and like their suggestions when they know 100% it is a demon teaching them evil and it is not an intrusive thought

how would i know weather it is or just me deep down ?
 
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i feel like for a few months a demon is tormenting my mind, my moods change, mind changes, i hear a sort of background noise, im always thinking and its driving me quite mad, when i give in and be sad or anxious itll then give me a comforting feeling, i dont know what to do, ive been treated with depression but it isnt that as in my heart i am happy i feel like my emotions are disconnected from me and controlling me

:) hello ...

i want to say this to you because i think it's absolutely vital ... in your search for understanding of this ... as you are speaking here or otherwise to others there is something that will be 'in your face' ... it will be those who come to you with guilt and condemnation ... if someone 'points out' your 'guilt' in this ... well, you need to consider very carefully that it is very unlikely it is someone speaking 'for the Lord' ... our Lord does not work in guilt and condemnation ... there are those who will confuse conviction and condemnation ... the enemy deals in condemnation ... i'm not speaking about the depression, itself, but the one who insists 'it's all your fault' ... Christians are to do things in love ... 'if' and i do mean if, you are 'guilty' of something it would be lack of knowledge at this point ... you are seeking understanding ... that is exactly what you should be doing ... i pray you find your answer ... to say a Christian is not able to be touched by a spirit not of the Lord is simply ignorance ... i.e. lack of knowldege ... it doesn't mean you have one ... simply that it can happen ... anger is a spirit not of the Lord ... what it does mean is the person is not walking in the Spirit at that time ... see? ... and there is absolutely such thing as depression caused by medical reasons ... i urge and urge and urge you ... the one you need answers from is the Lord ... not those full of anger and hate telling you 'what's wrong with you' ... you will be so confused by the time it is over that you won't know up from down ... not saying you shouldn't ask ... saying be VERY careful who you listen to ... the wrong voice will have the ability to 'take you over the edge' if you allow it ... just be selective ... the Lord loves you and wants to help ... not accuse ... the accuser is Satan ... the Word says so ... in this pursuit of answers work to learn what and what not the Lord would say to you ... He is the One who knows and understands ... seek Him in this ... He is faithful ... i pray you find your answer in this ... such an ugly thing to live with ...
 
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:) hello ...

i want to say this to you because i think it's absolutely vital ... in your search for understanding of this ... as you are speaking here or otherwise to others there is something that will be 'in your face' ... it will be those who come to you with guilt and condemnation ... if someone 'points out' your 'guilt' in this ... well, you need to consider very carefully that it is very unlikely it is someone speaking 'for the Lord' ... our Lord does not work in guilt and condemnation ... there are those who will confuse conviction and condemnation ... the enemy deals in condemnation ... i'm not speaking about the depression, itself, but the one who insists 'it's all your fault' ... Christians are to do things in love ... 'if' and i do mean if, you are 'guilty' of something it would be lack of knowledge at this point ... you are seeking understanding ... that is exactly what you should be doing ... i pray you find your answer ... to say a Christian is not able to be touched by a spirit not of the Lord is simply ignorance ... i.e. lack of knowldege ... it doesn't mean you have one ... simply that it can happen ... anger is a spirit not of the Lord ... what it does mean is the person is not walking in the Spirit at that time ... see? ... and there is absolutely such thing as depression caused by medical reasons ... i urge and urge and urge you ... the one you need answers from is the Lord ... not those full of anger and hate telling you 'what's wrong with you' ... you will be so confused by the time it is over that you won't know up from down ... not saying you shouldn't ask ... saying be VERY careful who you listen to ... the wrong voice will have the ability to 'take you over the edge' if you allow it ... just be selective ... the Lord loves you and wants to help ... not accuse ... the accuser is Satan ... the Word says so ... in this pursuit of answers work to learn what and what not the Lord would say to you ... He is the One who knows and understands ... seek Him in this ... He is faithful ... i pray you find your answer in this ... such an ugly thing to live with ...

thank you i am being careful i do pray more than once a day and try my best demon or not something not from me or the lord is trying to get to me it could be my past thoughts still with me or something like that but i dont know how to get rid of it i feel like its just something i need to deal with and to leave the rest to god after thinking but although im spotting when it is not from me and reasureing myself the sadness and overthinking which makes me anxious it difficult to deal with as it kinda comes out if nowhere i have a therory that god is leading me further down my path but this thing is dragging me back or at least trying to if god wants me to fight this to keep me strong i wonder how long itll be for
 
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