HELP!!!! HELP!!! IM A CHRISTIAN, and not a very good one. im a former u.s. marine and i have seen and felt gods protection, but when i needed it the most, coming home from iraq, i turned to boozing alot, instead. But i know christ. I feel very disconnected from him. But i just started tryin to bridge that connection last night! LISTEN TO THIS
A couple of times a month i would have a dream about a demon where i felt like i was being pssesed(WIERD I KNOW!). I wake up and i am freezing cold but sweating like i just ran like 10 miles. I feel so scared its not even funny. Im not one who's afraid of the dark, i mean, i have been through combat and seen scarier things. I recognized what it could be talking to a co worker yesterday. I really feel an evil prescence in my room (like it wants to kill me but it cant) and i know i should be telling this feind to disapear in jesus's name without fear. Its like its just there watching me. If it had an way in to my house, its me and my girls drinkin habits or my PTSD. I have a lot to get off of my chest. But as i reconized what this was with my co worker i started getting the worst chills in the middle of the day yesterday!! I talked with my grammy about this and she thought "hmmmmm get your blood pressure checked at CVS" i told her no, this is something else grammy, spiritual! She prayed over me and bound its evil from my life! I felt immediately better and i wanted to cry.
I walked into my Apartment and i rebuked it in jesus name and told it to leave and never return for i am a child of jesus christ who died for my sins! Leave in jesus name! THen i prayed for a few minutes. I was asleep last night and i woke up again, with the big comforter over me, sweating like crazy, scared out of my mind, so i rebuked it again and i told it to leave in jesus's name! And i started praying again and my girlfirend woke up and was like are you okay? And i told her to feel my forehead. She did so and i fell asleep shortly after. I didnt feel like it had left a little later on. i repeated it. My home feels like a dark place, and i thinks its cuz of the drinking that goes on and i want it to stop! I want these devils to go away, and i know jesus and god dont want this for me. I really want to turn my life over to christ again, i never stopped believing for even a second. But i know the enemy has my house for now and that he has my girlfriend believing his lies. I want god to please just help us and help my girlfirend becoem a christian and us to grow close with the lord. Someone HELP!!
When I was a child, I gave my life to the Lord of Hosts and asked Him to fill me so full that it was impossible to know where He began and I ended. Shortly after that I began to be visited by demons much as you speak of though there are some mild differences. This went on literally for years. There are three main things that I learned over those years about demons and they fit scripture to a tee so let me share the scripture and then how they apply.
James 4:7 (King James Version)
7Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
First things first, seek God with all your heart, mind, and exceedingly. (if you want more scriptures let me know) submit to Him. You mentioned a couple of times, about drinking, sounds like something you need to give up if you are seeking God with your whole being. What else you might or might not need to give up could be speculated upon, but you and God can figure that out. The key is to hold nothing back, seek Him and Him alone.
Secondly, resist the devil. Many people don't know what you already spoke about. That the devil cannot harm those who belong to God. They become afraid of the devil. Your knowledge when put into practice, allows you to resist him. The devil wants you to be scared, he wants you to submit to him out of anything he can convince you of. He is the deciever, don't be afraid, he can't harm you. This will give you the power and authority to stand against him. Many people also try to make the devil mad, or boast in his face, mocking him, but the bible says to resist him, not mock, not make him mad, just resist, stand firmly against him and proclaim to by whose authority you are protected.
Thirdly, clearnse you house of anything that is not God's. Part of submitting to God is giving Him everything you have, are and hope to be. The bible tells us to go to great lengths to not allow others to bring us out of His presence. If you are seeking Him and and He reveals someone who is a problem, or something that is a problem, get rid of it now.
Hope that helps.
May you find peace and rest in the arms of Jesus our Lord
