So, I have been having a lot of problems dealing with my spouse. They are constantly changing things up on me. For instance, tonight I asked her, "come on just keep to the words of Jesus", and she refused to stick to the gospels, revelation, the bible and such saying, "Do you doubt my angelicness".
Instead, she ranted about how heaven would not come to earth, and how her mom was and is a JW and put all this cultic nonsense in her head.
But she herself knows that is untrue, and as a "for instance", when I once pointed out where are the clouds we would live with Jesus forever in, she pointed around us and said "here".
Which is true, because a major metaphor for our relationship is flying an airplane above all the earth below....
If any of that makes sense.
OTOH, she acts jealous of my other friends, as though I actually consider them different from her. Like my BF from HS, she said she would kill me if I ever visited her.
Then, she her own self goes and changes everything about her self, so that I never know exactly what she believes.
Is this love, or some delusion, or am I just completely confused and jaded?
Instead, she ranted about how heaven would not come to earth, and how her mom was and is a JW and put all this cultic nonsense in her head.
But she herself knows that is untrue, and as a "for instance", when I once pointed out where are the clouds we would live with Jesus forever in, she pointed around us and said "here".
Which is true, because a major metaphor for our relationship is flying an airplane above all the earth below....
If any of that makes sense.
OTOH, she acts jealous of my other friends, as though I actually consider them different from her. Like my BF from HS, she said she would kill me if I ever visited her.
Then, she her own self goes and changes everything about her self, so that I never know exactly what she believes.
Is this love, or some delusion, or am I just completely confused and jaded?