He came home like regular. I left to go pick up some food. Came back and he was extremely angry but was just very quiet. I knew something was up. He came asking me what I been doing on internet. inappropriate content obviously didn't come to my mind from what I did today. I told him I been on my normal websites.
He said "I think you been on a lot more than that' something along those lines.
Checked my history on my computer I assume.
He is dissapointed.
I am scared for my life.
I am afraid he is going to beat me with a belt which wouldn't be a surprise or he will put his hands on me (grab me forcefully push me around)
Don't know what to do. Can't go back there and say yes, I also have been watching inappropriate content. Times like these I wanna run away or kill myself. Not sure what to do could ask God for help but that doesn't seem to work for me too much when I pray, especially considering how unfaithful I have been. I have been working to renew my mind but just haven't been able to stop. Wanna kill myself but am afraid I would see hell rather than heaven.
He said "I think you been on a lot more than that' something along those lines.
Checked my history on my computer I assume.
He is dissapointed.
I am scared for my life.
I am afraid he is going to beat me with a belt which wouldn't be a surprise or he will put his hands on me (grab me forcefully push me around)
Don't know what to do. Can't go back there and say yes, I also have been watching inappropriate content. Times like these I wanna run away or kill myself. Not sure what to do could ask God for help but that doesn't seem to work for me too much when I pray, especially considering how unfaithful I have been. I have been working to renew my mind but just haven't been able to stop. Wanna kill myself but am afraid I would see hell rather than heaven.