BlessedVegan said:
I must say I am impressed with what I'm reading here..I try to read some from the Bible or from some other Christian related book that is teaching me something and I try to pray everyday, but there is no way I go that long! I'd like to..but I don't have that much to say to GOd that I can pray for 15 minutes! I mean..I thank God for the blessings in my life, and ask for help with any problems I'm having, and pray for others..but that lasts 3 or 4 minutes, tops! How do you guys do it? Am I a "bad" Christian for not being able to pray that long? I know I'm not "bad" but I feel like I'm not doin gsomething right..but honestly..I don't know what else to say? what do you guys talk to god aobut for so long?
Im not sure how long I actually take for devotional time, I don't like to limit it, but I don't always have the time to do one long string so I will do it for short periods many times through out the day and they probably only last 3 min.
I work as a security guard and I try to make sure I start each round with prayer, so about every hour, and I work for 8hrs or more. And I have 15 min breaks after each round, so I try to save at least half of that time for reading the bible.
I've only been doing the above schedule for the past week when the lord lead me to do so.
When I'm not working I use CF as sort of an intro to devotional time, because it gives a unique fellowship experience, and God has been using it to lead me what to focus on during devotions, so it can give me a lot of things to talk out with God.
Also when I'm praying normally I may start with the Lord's Prayer or some other written prayer or a psalms, but after that I always end up just talking to Him like He's a best friend, a mentor, or a comforter, because He is all of those things. And I've noticed that if my prayers are not about me but others that I always have a lot more to pray about.
I've noticed that the more times I am able to pray the longer I can pray, although I think I a lot of it has to do with me asking for the desire and ability to do so. Also it seems that I can pray much longer when most of my prayer is devoted to thanking Him for all He's done.
May God bless your devotional time with His love and revelations
