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<blockquote data-quote="StrugglingWithLife" data-source="post: 71147772" data-attributes="member: 378090"><p>I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome, which is a neurological condition. I've only had one girlfriend in my life but we aren't together now. I am losing my acceptance of Christianity and having faith in God. I believe he's there, but I'm finding his plan harder to accept. I guess when I learned that Jesus said in Heaven we will not have anymore families or marriages, it was a breaking point where I can no longer accept God in my life, or at least struggle. I feel like I don't want to accept God anymore, yet I still want to talk to him sometimes. I can't accept an eternity of celibacy, no matter what or no matter how good it otherwise looks. It's a big deal breaker. I think maybe God does hate all sex after all. I can't deal with the thought of not having a fleshy lustful drive. I just can't.</p><p></p><p>I feel like an eternal paradise without relationships or sex as we know them on Earth will actually almost be like Hell. I'm probably exaggerating this stuff, but it lead me to become crippled in my journey with God. In fact, I find it not worth living that sort of life at all, I say I'd almost rather be in total blackness.</p><p></p><p>There is another reason that goes hand in hand with my last paragraph. If you know about current events in news, we may be going to war and our end days will come. It leaves me anxious and afraid.</p><p></p><p>I'm sorry, there is a lot to get off my chest and I barely even scratch the surface yet.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="StrugglingWithLife, post: 71147772, member: 378090"] I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome, which is a neurological condition. I've only had one girlfriend in my life but we aren't together now. I am losing my acceptance of Christianity and having faith in God. I believe he's there, but I'm finding his plan harder to accept. I guess when I learned that Jesus said in Heaven we will not have anymore families or marriages, it was a breaking point where I can no longer accept God in my life, or at least struggle. I feel like I don't want to accept God anymore, yet I still want to talk to him sometimes. I can't accept an eternity of celibacy, no matter what or no matter how good it otherwise looks. It's a big deal breaker. I think maybe God does hate all sex after all. I can't deal with the thought of not having a fleshy lustful drive. I just can't. I feel like an eternal paradise without relationships or sex as we know them on Earth will actually almost be like Hell. I'm probably exaggerating this stuff, but it lead me to become crippled in my journey with God. In fact, I find it not worth living that sort of life at all, I say I'd almost rather be in total blackness. There is another reason that goes hand in hand with my last paragraph. If you know about current events in news, we may be going to war and our end days will come. It leaves me anxious and afraid. I'm sorry, there is a lot to get off my chest and I barely even scratch the surface yet. [/QUOTE]
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