Hello
Before I get to the main topic I just want to share a bit of my story.
I accepted Christ during my 4th year in Highschool, but I was never fully committed to Him as I was indulging in my sinful nature. It was only a couple of months ago when I believed God used my anxiety to turn me to Him. I thought He was going to strike me down because of my unfaithfulness, reading Proverbs 1 made me go into a rough time of complete fear that the Lord had abandoned me and of course fear of eternal punishment. Over the couple of months I've been trying to seek Him, to be perfect but some unwanted blasphemous and unacceptable thoughts kept me in fear and doubt. Even when I'm in doubt I feel as though I've failed Him.
It was only recently that I realised I had OCD (Scrupulosity). I never knew people where going through the similar things, but I feel as though I wish I was the only one since I know how troublesome it is to have this condition.
So what I wanted to discuss about today is the healing. What are the ways to prevent or cure this condition?
I know that I should put all my trust in the Lord and constantly ask him for guidance and wisdom. Is taking therapy something I should consider?
Before I get to the main topic I just want to share a bit of my story.
I accepted Christ during my 4th year in Highschool, but I was never fully committed to Him as I was indulging in my sinful nature. It was only a couple of months ago when I believed God used my anxiety to turn me to Him. I thought He was going to strike me down because of my unfaithfulness, reading Proverbs 1 made me go into a rough time of complete fear that the Lord had abandoned me and of course fear of eternal punishment. Over the couple of months I've been trying to seek Him, to be perfect but some unwanted blasphemous and unacceptable thoughts kept me in fear and doubt. Even when I'm in doubt I feel as though I've failed Him.
It was only recently that I realised I had OCD (Scrupulosity). I never knew people where going through the similar things, but I feel as though I wish I was the only one since I know how troublesome it is to have this condition.
So what I wanted to discuss about today is the healing. What are the ways to prevent or cure this condition?
I know that I should put all my trust in the Lord and constantly ask him for guidance and wisdom. Is taking therapy something I should consider?