tonks97
wow, i just want to say that you make me smile.
you have a young beautiful heart after the Lord, praise God.
and like one person already said.
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU! and dont let no devil or negative person tell you there is. it takes time, and you have to grow and learn.
your young, youy knew to some of it, your just beginning, and you have along way to to go, but God will carry you through those years, becuase you really do have years and years left to go in the Lord, and they will so happy for you.
But God has just began to work on you, the process is started.
and like the bible says
"despise not, the day of small beginnings"
do not look down on yourself or lose hope, just becuase you dont understand everything yet, or becuase you cant seem to do everything you want to do for God, or you seem small in your own eyes.
God has begun a work in you, but you have to stay with it and see it through.
give it time.
and i promise you a year from now, or maybe even just a month from now, youll look back on today and say "wow...now i know what i didnt know then...and im so glad i did not give up"
but be encouraged, you will grow up in the Lord faster than you think you will, if youll commit to just sit down in a quiet place and talk with God about everything that bothers you, everyday.
and make sure you open your bible and read something everyday.
if you dont get alot out of the bible, thats ok.
you may need to read the psalms or whatever, and find one verse or scripture that you love and that fills with joy or passion.
find one verse that speaks to you, and write it down and think about it all day, for days and weeks, untill you feel you can move on to another scripture that does even more for you.
if i were you id do 3 simple things.
1. stay in church, and your youth group, and make a point to go find people that you look up to and trust that can help you be who your called to be. ask them for help.
2.make it a habit, that you find a place and a time to pray and talk to God everyday.
3.make it a habit, that you find a place and a time to read your bible everyday.
those things will do wonders, you may not even realise it till much later, but they are doing more than you know.
God bless you, we love you.
Lee.