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[Soulwings]

Hey Spoilt, if you ever need someone to talk to in the longterm (if I'm not online that is), I'm here ... I'm an SIer as well, been having trouble with it lately but have made it 216 days cut-free. So I'm getting there. Anyway, all to say that I understand where you are coming from!!

Ho hum, I'm feeling a bit bleh right now. I've got three hours and fifteen minutes to kill before class and I've done most of my coursework. I'm supposed to be tutoring, but all that entails is me sitting in a spot and waiting for people who never show up.

I hope this year will be the best yet, TLB! For you and for me ... my fiance is moving here, so I'll get to see him more frequently (he's in MN and I'm in PA, so a good 1100 miles apart) .... which will be fantastic! Now, if I can only make it through this semester....

/me settles into another beanbag with an iced white chocolate mocha and Ivanhoe for a time of relaxation.

 

[If Not For Grace]

but all that entails is me sitting in a spot and waiting for people who never show up.

They are coming..It's good that someone be there. Look at the bright side, if they don't come right away you get some quiet study time of your own.

 

[If Not For Grace]

Hard to do when in church your surrounded by such jerks.

It's not a popular subject, but you know the devil attends church. If you are not under some form of attack, you likely are not considered a problem for the devil. What we need to know is that God equips those He calls..Learning to deal w/these types of behavior gives us victory over them.

I'm sure you have heard "don't sweat the small stuff", such behaviors of others is all about small stuff.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

My job is in software/web development.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

Talking to myself again...

Feeling tired and a bit overwhelmed with difficult subjects and my new job that I haven't started yet but I've learning a few things and have been given work to do which I will get paid for.
I feel at the moment but also very
Tomorrow night after work I have a maths lesson so don't know how much work I'll get done tomorrow night.

 

[spoiltbrat2003]

Nice choice of proffession, I would be so lost in it though lol and Ick I hate maths !

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

I love working with computers. I like maths although I am finding it very difficult. But I have a nice teacher that I go to for extra lessons

 

[spoiltbrat2003]

does anyone here have a myspace,
Can you tell how bored I am ?

 

[spoiltbrat2003]

very cool TLB Wish I had such determination
I gave it up as a bad job at 15

 

[Soulwings]

Hmm Myspace is a little creepy.
(but yes, I have one. Hehe. Only my closest friends know it though, for safety's sake.)

I'm in a bad place tonight.

That always happens. I do things at night that I know I'll regret in the morning. And things are fine in the morning. Then they go down at night.

This pattern goes on for days. Sometimes I'll get a break. But not often.

I HATE life like this.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

Soulwings, I hope you feel better soon.

 

[Soulwings]

Thank you....

I feel better this morning... nights just get so bad now. I need to talk to my psych about that - thankfully I'm seeing her this Saturday!

/me curls up in the corner with blankets and some white hot chocolate to relax before getting ready to go to uni.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

Hey everybody,

exhausted today, so not much to say.

Hope everybody's doing well.

 

[Soulwings]

Being exhausted isn't much fun. But I'm kind of there now, really didn't get that much sleep last night, and what sleep I did have was punctuated by dreams. And I hate dreams, the vivid kind, because they don't give your brain much rest.

I really hope that today was better than yesterday. I honestly don't know how it could be worse (will I regret those words??).

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

I hope today is a good day for you.

 

[Soulwings]

Haha. It started out better than yesterday....
.... but ended up almost the same.

Oh well. How are you doing today??

 

[complexity]

So today has been one of the worst days ever. It started out even before I left for school with my dad and I arguing, well more like him yelling at me and me just leaving and saying see you tomorrow! He must of thought I was joking because I never came home and he called me and started like hardcore yelling at me (by the way I just went to my mom's and she is out of town)...I can't take it, I don't want to go home to see him but I know if I don't he WILL come to me and I will be in so much trouble

 

[Soulwings]

/me doesn't know what to say to complexity, so she just gives her a huge hug.

I wish I could offer more advice, or help, or anything... but I want you to know that I'm here if you need to talk, that I read, and that I care.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

I'm doing okay, quite tired though. Went to bed early this morning.
complexity, have you spoken to your dad today, how is the situation?

 

[complexity]

I have not talked to him today yet. I am about to leave my moms and go back to my dads....I talked to his girlfriend last night and she said I would have consequences for not coming home last night, but she had my back and that if like my car was taken away she would give me hers. So yeah I am nervous about going home, but I have to