- Dec 4, 2019
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- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I am looking forward to Church today and it excites me that people see the Joy of the Lord in my life. I am starting to realize that Jesus Christ would have warned about a yellow light:blue sphere.
He would have said yellow lights are blasphemy of the Holy Spirit and he doesn't the message we heard yesterday says Satan has to ask to show up some where.
I am realizing Jesus isnt going to hold me responsible for accidently mixing up Jesus and Satan in a hallucination. Mom and Dad and my family and church keep telling me hallucinations aren't real that your not going to hell for a hallucination.
The yellow light happened so fast to my brain it would be unfair if that tricked me out of my salvation. My Mom keeps telling me John 10 that nothing can snatch once you know Jesus.
I am trying so hard not to loop about lights they have nothing to do with salvation. I have an illness parnoid schizophrenia and the loving God I know does not hold mentally ill people responsible. Pastor told me that Jesus wont hold me responsible for psychosis and the yellow light was it happened to fast to my brain to track. Dad said there has to be a beast to get the Mark that you cant preorder it. God isnt going to let Satan show up to me in a hallucination and forve the mark on me I have a hedge of protection.
He would have said yellow lights are blasphemy of the Holy Spirit and he doesn't the message we heard yesterday says Satan has to ask to show up some where.
I am realizing Jesus isnt going to hold me responsible for accidently mixing up Jesus and Satan in a hallucination. Mom and Dad and my family and church keep telling me hallucinations aren't real that your not going to hell for a hallucination.
The yellow light happened so fast to my brain it would be unfair if that tricked me out of my salvation. My Mom keeps telling me John 10 that nothing can snatch once you know Jesus.
I am trying so hard not to loop about lights they have nothing to do with salvation. I have an illness parnoid schizophrenia and the loving God I know does not hold mentally ill people responsible. Pastor told me that Jesus wont hold me responsible for psychosis and the yellow light was it happened to fast to my brain to track. Dad said there has to be a beast to get the Mark that you cant preorder it. God isnt going to let Satan show up to me in a hallucination and forve the mark on me I have a hedge of protection.
