This is important to understand: I am not talking about the birth of Christ when I say "Christmas" in this post. I am talking about the American holiday experience of taking the week off, spending time with family, decorating the tree, baking cookies, and giving gifts. I am going through a little bit of a reform this year when it comes to Christmas - here's why...
First of all, it started when I was a teenager and my extended family watched as Grandpa handed me a gift saying "Here Lukamu, this one is to you from Grandpa!" As I started to excitedly open the present, my parents shouted "Wait! That says 'to Grandpa, from Lukamu!'" and I had to shamefully hand it back to Grandpa to see what was in it. The problem was that my parents bought a gift to give to Grandpa and put my name on it, maybe to make me look generous or something. I am not good at buying gifts for other people. Like getting Tupperware for Dad and Yo-Yo's for my 30-40 year old brothers-in-law. Christmas only highlights this fault to my close friends and family, and it makes me feel selfish and cheap.
Now you know the backstory. This year my wife asked me about getting presents for my brothers, and I came back at her with my "I hate Christmas and this is why..." charade. She didn't really respond to what I said, but I've been thinking about it, and I have come to the conclusion that I really could enjoy Christmas more if I planned out ahead of time what gifts I could give to friends and family. I really am just being selfish and taking the easy way out by saying "I don't give many gifts because I just don't like Christmas." It's a lot harder to admit that "I don't spend much time thinking about other people and what they might want, and as it gets closer to Christmas I get frustrated that I don't have presents for anyone and everyone else has their shopping lists already taken care of."
I really want to get better at Christmas, so I'm looking for ideas of what other successful Christmas shoppers do. Do I start shopping in November? Do I keep a list all year for when I think of good ideas for Aunt X and Uncle Y? For those of you who have a well-balanced Christmas experience, what do you do each year to get ready for the Christmas gifting season?
First of all, it started when I was a teenager and my extended family watched as Grandpa handed me a gift saying "Here Lukamu, this one is to you from Grandpa!" As I started to excitedly open the present, my parents shouted "Wait! That says 'to Grandpa, from Lukamu!'" and I had to shamefully hand it back to Grandpa to see what was in it. The problem was that my parents bought a gift to give to Grandpa and put my name on it, maybe to make me look generous or something. I am not good at buying gifts for other people. Like getting Tupperware for Dad and Yo-Yo's for my 30-40 year old brothers-in-law. Christmas only highlights this fault to my close friends and family, and it makes me feel selfish and cheap.
Now you know the backstory. This year my wife asked me about getting presents for my brothers, and I came back at her with my "I hate Christmas and this is why..." charade. She didn't really respond to what I said, but I've been thinking about it, and I have come to the conclusion that I really could enjoy Christmas more if I planned out ahead of time what gifts I could give to friends and family. I really am just being selfish and taking the easy way out by saying "I don't give many gifts because I just don't like Christmas." It's a lot harder to admit that "I don't spend much time thinking about other people and what they might want, and as it gets closer to Christmas I get frustrated that I don't have presents for anyone and everyone else has their shopping lists already taken care of."
I really want to get better at Christmas, so I'm looking for ideas of what other successful Christmas shoppers do. Do I start shopping in November? Do I keep a list all year for when I think of good ideas for Aunt X and Uncle Y? For those of you who have a well-balanced Christmas experience, what do you do each year to get ready for the Christmas gifting season?