Robban, you are taking a lot of time contemplating these things, I can tell, and seem to be taking your own questions very seriously. Not a whole lot of people really do that, I mean in a genuine way, without their own agenda to disprove something. What I mean is that you seem to be genuinely seeking and not simply making a point just to argue with us (christians) which I see a whole lot of...
I really really agree with what ephraim said here...
Perhaps i'm not understanding your reply, but i am confused by your "I love you but I don't need you" supposed statement by God. While it is true that God doesn't "need" us in the same manner as we NEED Him, He IS by nature Love, and Love, by nature, needs to express itself. After all, what is Love without an object? By being receptive and responsive to God's Love, we meet both His and our most basic "need" at the same time.
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And I kind of wanted to tackle what you said here... albeit, in my not so perfect way, Im sure.
Hi Ephraimanesti,
I think we are on the same page, but then you have the age old question,"why am I here". If God has a vast eternal plan, a big jigsaw puzzle, which today has about 6 billion pieces yet to be put in place, if we are ever going to see the picture, well each peice must know where it fits and be satisfied with their place.
Its something along those lines I was thinking.
Regards
Robban.
Ill take it in bits and pieces if thats ok...
That age old question you asked... 'Why am I here?'
I dont proclaim to be an evangelist but I feel very strongly about what Im going to say to you regrading that question. I believe with all my heart that this is the true, one and only true answer to that question and whats more is that the rest of your statement hinges on what one decides regarding what Im about to say...
Jesus Christ is the answer to that question 'Why am I here'. It is quite simply as easy as that. I have learned a LOT about that fact, and even one time wanted to deny it myself, but I havent learned how to eloquently put it into words so others can understand. Perhaps because its God's greatest mystery. I am of the firm belief, utterly convinced, that Jesus Christ, knowing Him, aknowledging Him and what He did for us humans on the cross, is Key to understanding anything about our lives.
I didnt catch what your 'religion/faith' icon said, but by your posts Im assuming you are atleast willing to accept that God is real? Am I right in assuming that?
Next thing I want to say in regards to your response is about the 6 billion piece puzzle. I find this amazing and stand in wonder and awe over it so often. Its not just the 6 billion lives we have on earth today that God is weaving together into a perfectly beautiful tapestry that is to reveal Himself us... Its the whole
entire history of mankind to boot! In our bible it says that not a sparrow falls from the sky without our Father in heaven knowing about it, that He knows the number of hairs on our head, and Ill bet he has a purpose for each and every one!

And that it is only in Him, in Jesus Christ, that we can really know our purpose.
That is amazing to me! Absolutely amazing. That everything about this life is precious to God.
Now, we havent talked about corruption... or 'the corruption'... The fall, sin, the human will, which by nature is opposed to God....
Im beginning to wonder if you've just gone and opened a whole can of worms!!
I will be genuinely honest with you. I can only tell you from my own experiences. I accepted Christ at the age of 21. I was very much a partying college girl with no direction and Jesus Christ got hold of me out of no where! I had no previous experiences with evangelical christianity, no christian background whatsoever. When I accepted Christ, I just
knew it was the right thing to do. Not many people fear hell these days anyway and I was no different. Nor did I know of any of the promises God had given me or to humans for accepting Christ, His Son. I had just gotten to the point, the Holy Spirit had apparently done a work in me the months or even years previous that I had NO idea about! It came as a shock to my parents and friends, thats for sure! 11, almost 12 years later, its still a shock to them! Lol.
Now, from accepting Christ, that
moment I could understand the bible when previously I had tried to read it and I couldnt. I had so many questions, but upon accepting Christ, I couldnt put that book down, I ate it up and I understood it, quite supernaturally looking back upon it. I found the answers to the questions you are asking in Christ Jesus, in fact Im still recieving answers to those questions. And Im sorry for sounding like an infomercial, really
really sorry, but its the genuine truth.
Whats more, is that 11 years later, God is revealing more and more of His plan for my life, the life of my family as well, as I pray for them. You talked about that little role, that ...
each peice must know where it fits and be satisfied with their place.
I have a tiny role. Im just a wife and a mum. But if you knew the story, I dont know what you'd say, to me.... its quite beautiful and amazing how the Lord is using me! Little ole me to accomplish some amazing things ...
What we have to be satisfied with, my friend, is this... that
all the glory goes to God. This is ALL about Him, the Originator, the Lover of our souls, the One who wants to lavish ALL of who He is on the people he created for that very purpose.
The truth of the matter is that some, many in fact, have, and will continue to reject Him, and His love. Some will ask 'why!? Why would someone reject a God who is so loving?' (He is love but he is also just, HOLY and a whole host of other things that are unlocked upon knowing
and walking with Jesus Christ)... I have some theories as to why people reject Jesus Christ, but Im only just beginning to understand that part, Ive only just become
willing to accept the reason why people reject Him (I still find it hard to believe bc I love Him so, but understanding is coming...)
I hope I sounded as genuine as I mean to. And I genuinely hope something resonates within you with anything Ive said. Christ loves you with a love you cant imagine possible and He wants to spend eternity with you...